F.O.B

Farr today? I don't know whats wrong with my hormones, but I was pissed off aye. OVER NOTHING!!! how chicken brained is that??? Anyway I waited for my mum and we went bowling club with aunty Gee and other peeps and it was the funniest. Espeacially this lady? She's Samoan and she just seriously made my day, just by being a fresh!! Seriously she was the meanest fresh dude and the BIGGEST bloody FOB! LMAO!! ummmm lets see she came up with the dryest jokes and thought she was really funny, for e.g she said " I come from dragon land" as a joke. I laughed at how dry the joke was! =D then my mum was eating pavlova and she was sitting across my mum right? and then WITH HER FORK she plays around with my mums pavlova and shes like I love pavlova and my mum was like "Yeah" and then the fresh lady goes (after she's poked her fork into most of the pavlova) "are you finished with that" Luckily aunty Gee and them were laughing at something because I couldn't help but bust out laughing!!! Such a friken FOB!!! LMFAO!! it was hillarious! I swear this lady brightend up my day HARD!

I ate SOO much!! TOO much actually LMAO!!! And now I wanna dance or something because I feel so bloated!! LMAO!

I got my report today! I didn't do as well as I wanted to. But my parents are looking at it now. I did real well in music! I don't want my parents telling me what I can and can not do. My mum always seems to do that when I get my reports seriously you can go suck a fat one for all I care because I do what I want! FEWWWW just had to get that of my chest! Seriously I'm in the bitchiest mood!! Like I would love for someone to be a bitch to me and mean it, so I could have something to take this anger out on. Hopefully this feeling will go away tomorrow! It's like I didn't want to be really near anyone today, that is why I didn't go Nats after school! BLOODY HORMONES!!

Anyway that fresh samoan lady made my day! and OML! I haven't had a smoke all day today and I am dying! I'm gonna go look for money! If I find 10 bux sayyyy in my mums wallet I'm going corner shop =D and be a happy kid =D anyway Ima stick a random pik on before I spublish this!

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WOW!

You know what I have never realised. I mean like I have but I always forget and it bugs me now. But you know the thing is, people always think that they got bad as problems...and neglect to rmember that other people are suffering as well...nd twice as much. I swear!! you might have a fight with yur mum or something.....but picure this little kid being beaten, almost to death! Yeah your problems HUGE aye? I alwais forget to think about that! But its hard to. Because even though your problems may not be that big compared to others but its still BIG to you personally.

I rekon I am very accepting!!!....Or I might be wrong LoL!... Anyway! I have a bit of anger towards this girl. We don't seem like close friends but we are in a way! and I don't want to say anything here in case she reads it when she is bored! Anyway I really want to go shopping. Like I am literally craving new clothes! Farrr how does that work?? LMAO!! I blame it on my dad!

I feel your nerves I really do. I know that you want to do it right the next time. I feel your nerves WHY??? I won't bite you. Honest! Unless you ask me to =P HAHA! EWWWYYYY!!

Red Sunday

LMAO! you know on my computer? I only have pictures of myself! I'm not self obsessed! I SWEAR!! I'm just the biggest luvoo when I get bored! Espeacially with this laptop koz you can do heaps of cool stuff with it when you take photos LoL!!

Anyway we had that church combine today with palangis (aussies) and it was fun actually....bit weird but I enjoyed it. There is actually alot of contrast between Tongans way of serving the lord and the Palangis way. Well of course there is the different ways of speaking but....these are the differences. We have a prety muh structured way of worshipping. Men go and sit in a room near the church or a hall that is connected to the church and they'll sit in a circle chatting away....like a mothers meeting sort of thing. Tey drink kava....and blah blah. While the men are drinking kava, the ladies and children of the church sing inside the church whilst waiting for the preacher to arrive. Once the preacher arrives the men will then enter and church will commence. We sing, then I think the preacher prays and seriously their prayers go up to 10 - 15 minutes minimum....NOTICE I said "minimum" then we get up and sing how ever many verses of the hymn that the preacher wants us 2! But then we have to listen to the psalms being read out then 3 lessons out of the bible after that! Then the guy thats in charge of the church will then get up thanking the lord and the preacher and telling the church who will be preaching the next week and if there are any combines or feeds we have to prepare for. Then we collect money. That goes to the church. Then the choir will sing a song then the preacher wil be like "Thankyou for the song" and then we sing another hymn. After we sing the hymn...oh before I continue.....(The preacher reads out the verses each time before we sing it)....yeah and then the preacher will preach...this goes for a minimum of 15 minutes....its mainly 20 minutes though...sometimes even half an hour of over! Then we hav another hymn and then they will get a minister to pray which is another 10 - 20 minutes. Then the preacher will end it off with a 5 seconf prayer. And then we sing again! and then TADAHH! finished. But today with the palangis it was different. The preacher told us to get up and hug each other. Seriously I was scared I didn't want to hug randoms...I told you I'm not social. I was literally hiding behind ma lil kusin!! His taller than me though! You don't understand I did not want to hug anyone or have anyone hugging me LMAO!! But yeah their church service was so short. I think I would'nt mind attending a palangi church! It's fun too. I think it's because I can understand properly as well? Koz seriously at my church I just stare at the preacher and daydream about what ever is on my mind! LMAO!! It's not my fault I was born and raised in Australia LMAO!! and the guys in my church were losers because they got up and only greeted the girls in the spanish church and sat back down LMAO!

Anway! I really need to clean my room. It's a complete MESS!! Ifinnally blocked that loser! Seriously he was nice but he was getting on my nerves SOMTHING BAD!! anyway my arms huring from all this typing!

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ALLAH LAIK YA SEEDI

like my tittle? I am obsessed with the song LMAO!. Yeah its a Arab song LoL!. Bro you know what was real weird today? I was in the car with my cousins and they were driving me home? And bro can they not just pump that Arab song hard out in the car....Bro I felt so weird because there are heaps of Arabs in fairfield and they were all staring at the car....they were probly thinking WTF?? Neva seen such BLAK Arabs in my life! LMAO!well I've seen some but they look nothing like islanders ONEST!! LMAO!! And I look nothing like an Arab, but we went to the petrol station?? and I get out of the car and go inside and I think the dude that was at the counter heard our music....and I full started speakin to me in some language I HAVE NO CLUE! WOW!!! never knew I could pass as a Arab =P anyway I was going to study and do some homework....but they I thought I would just blog instead!! I swear right now?? that's the only thing my net is letting me do!! It won't even let me go on msn! Funny how I can download music thought...Imagin I get this massive as bill!?? I think my parents would completely cut the internet off and get pissed off at the fact that abuse the privelige of having internet access since it took me to SOOK to get it LMAO!! Like literally I was the biggest sook for it. They tried to tell me I couldnt have the net. I got so pissed off I just sat there eyeing both my parents out and not responding to their questions unless it was a. So do you want the internet?...the I answered LoL!

anyway farrr I talk too much about myself on this blog thingo! I like talking about actual things that bug me! lee me think....

Yiu know whats funny? When your younger and you feel so experienced! I mean even I'm still going through that phase. I don't know why it is but then when you look back? You notice how dumb and naive you were?? LMAO! I reckon its just phase all teens go through espeacially the earlier teens like 12 year olds....they start to think their big because their becoming teenagers. I'm just speaking from experience. And I swear its a phase, and different people get over it at different times. I would prefferably say that I'm over that phase....but then again I wouldn't know because sometimes your blind to your own nature....if that makes sense. What I meant by that last statement was sometimes you can't see what your doing or I don't know....hw you are....but other people can!!!! It didn't take me long to figure that out actually. I've been living with someone like that actually my whole life.

OH!! I smoked infront of my mum like hard owt for the first time! more like my second time! but yeah! I;m getting really tired...I think I'll sleep after I blog! We have church with the palangis (aussies) tomorrow and the latins and the arabs! It's a full church combine!! You know what sux? I have never seen any hotties that go to those churches!!! LMAO!! haha!

Whats it called?? I will do more work tomorrow night!:D It felt real good to go to youth!! usually I'm not bothered! LMAO!! Bro my dads probably thinking Wat the hell is that girl listening to. LoL!! You know whats funny?? I pretty much grew up with Arabs and I never EVER took interest in their cultural music! But I did take interest in their FOOD! LMAO! farrr that green stuff its like a leaf and I think it had rice in it or something?? YUMMOOO!! their food was always MADD!! LoL! But I don't really talk to them much anymore. It's mainly just my mum! haha! I'm not social LoL!....my dads footy game doesn't start until 1:30!! LoL!! which is soon!

ALLAH ALAIK YA SEEDI!! I swear I've seen so many different ways of spelling the song its not funny LMAO!! But I LOVE THE SONG!! I OBSESSED SERIOUSLY!! I'm just non stop playing it....LOVE IT!! I have these cousins that are obsessed with lebs! Like they have all these leb friends....boyfriends....and they love these kind of songs! LMAO!! I don't really have an obsession with arabs or lebs!! I jus like this song aye! I mean love!!!!. I wish my rother would get home right now!!! LoL!! anyway! this is probly jus as long as the blog I blogged earlier!! HAHA!! well anyway

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OVERBOARD!

My nets gone SLOW AS!!! its either I gotta virus orrr i jus went totally over my limit LMAO!! wat can I say?? I'm a bebo/facebook freak:D well yeah ow I have to use my phone to go on bebo and facebook, and facebook on ma phonr is all GEE but then I jump on bebo and its full slow on my phone! CBF u know? anyway!

Bro I was watching tv right? and my dad comes and lays down beside me and his like..."why don't you go to Howards room and watch tv there" I mean I usually do but I'm too cold to watch tv in there and I really only like watching tv in his room when I have smokes! I swear he better come with some tomorrow! Anyway I go to my dad "NOO...I dont wanna" and he starts hugging me saying that I'm his bubba, and I can't grow up. I can only grow up according to how he wants me to LMAO!! he goes "you can grow up this month and stop growing the month after that" HAHA I must say was very flattered at the fact my dad doesn't want me to grow up LMAO! I go to him "Yeah next year I'm gonna get married"....PFFFTTT yeah right! I wanna party aye:D....last thing I wanna do is settle down!

Speaking of parties!!! I haven't been to one in a VERY LONG time!!! Like honest! I've had so many opportunities this year as well....but fricken wasn't allowed. I just hope my dads high school reunion is fun....last years was real good!! and guess who was sitting on the same table as me???.....the MINISTER OF EDUCATION!!! but seriously I didn't know, until I got home and then my dad decides to tell me....GOSH!! well yeah anyway I love stuff like that because they play the reggae shit and I go for gold! LMAO!! pretty much dance as if no one is watching, LMAO!! and the style?? DIRTY =D ahh LOVE IT! I can't wait for disco koz ive been dying to get on a dance floor or jus dance with a group of people besides my dance class, which is like what?? 3 of us dancing?? and its contempory....not really my style! but yeah!

Anyway....I love chilling on the weekend. I can't force myself to do work because I'd rather be beboin facebookin or BLOGGIN!! YIIIAAAHHHH!! anyway you wanna know something? I just figured out what a pun is!and you know whats cool? I figured it out all on my own =D I am not going to display my definition of a pun incase its wrong so suk on that! =P

WOW! I really had fun today, like just chilling with family? espeacialy my cousins which I hadn't seen for like a week, which is really long because I see them like daily, but now that I got school and have studies and hang out with the girls on monday? I have no time to drop by their house. I even use to jig to their house LMAO! funny yeah?? but those days are over now. I just have to find the motivation to do studies on the week end! But like I'd rather chill FARR!!

My dad rekons, don't sacrafice your education for the things that you want now. for exmple, when I begged him to let me get a job....and you know what i want the money for yeah??.....CLOTHES!! LMAO! and he was just like think of your future, I'm like thinking, "lets think of both =D" anway my net is so fukin handicap LMAO!! i can't wait till the new month starts so I can go on youtube. OML!!

I wanna go on a diet! and OML I have to say this. why is it?? that when I say that people look at me like you don't need to go on diet....well guess what DICK HEADS!!!.....I DO!! i mean it may not look like it now, but my family has this thing like I SWEAR it full runs in the family. We are all skinny around my age and we eat more than.....ummm i dunno we jus eat more than dot dot dot....and then we get to the age of aroun 30's or late 20's and BOOM! were these huge.....i dunoo wat word to use buh yeah we just get big. It happens to most fobs actualii! SOOOO! If I start eating properly now...I can probably reduce the chances of that happening to me, because yeah and OML I don't know why??? But when I'm busy like with the 4 hours after school?? I lose my appetite, like seriously I'm just not hungry, which is really bad...I don't want to be annorexic! But seriously I am not going to force myself to eat if I don't feel hungry!! It's just torture! But yeah! and plus I think it would really help with dance. Because of the fact that I smoke I'm alredy disadvantaged in dance. Seriously when we all perform hard owt. I'm puffing the loudest I swear!! HAHA!! So maybe if I get healthy it'll help...just a bit! I'm not motivated to quit either., I got too much stuff that I'm already pushing myself with..like school...and school...and....SCHOOL!! so adding that on would just be too much for me! Anway I miss pjayy!! like SOO MUCH!! haven't been talking that much lately...I guess because we're both busy! Anyway I think I should go eat and then jet off to bed!

I think this may be my longest blog EVER!!

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I JUS GOTTA SHAKE IT OFF

haha YEYY!! I get to full blog my heart out LoL!!...because I reduced my 4 hours of study to two hours today! I'm just mentally tired!! But one goal I want to achieve tomorrow is reach 5 hours. I already figured out how 2 do it. First thing I do when I wake up is do two hours straight, then eat blah blah clean up YADDA YADDA den do anuther two hours....then go to youth then when I get back do one hour, then BUM da rest of the night!:D LOVE IT!

ANYWAY! it feels so friken awesome to blog away with out a time limit! I feel like I havent done this in a very long time LoL! I am really craving for a smoke right now! But I'm just going to wait for my dad to go to sleep! You don't understand how much it feels good to not have to study! or think about going to bed on time so I getenough sleep. I swear I full have my own bed time LMAO!

Anyway what to talk about!! How about something that's been on my mind for a very long time!...It's that one guy. I known him forever!! I think I first saw him when I was like in year 7?? or 8?? and I thought he was a girl, I would never tell him that by the way. LMAO! Anyway the years went by I would see him here and there, but we never really spoke. There was a Xmas thing our youths were doin together! I personally found him to be a loud mouth IDIOT. LMAO! I thought he was da BIGGEST ass hole!! Look this made me hate him even more like it pissed me off so much nd I still look back and think " what a fukin loser =)" but yeah we had to get changed out syd right?? when we did our performances! and when we had finished I was lookin for his sister and she was near their car and I didn't even see him he was standing behind the door of his car getting changed I walk towards his siter who is no where near him and he screams out to me something like " Aye what are you doing I'm getting changed!" I can't remember weather I yelled back at him or not....I don't think I did at all LMAO!! I just started talkin to his sister tryin not to get pissed off at him for being such ass!! In my head I was just like "who the fuck would wanna watch you get changed" Far you don't understand I was angus as man LMAO!! It makes me laugh though...koz it just proves how much of a moody bitch I can be LoL! Well anyway! about a year later or even more I'm being the BIGGEST bebo freak right? and I;m on his sisters page, and just randomly kliked on his page! i was bored and then TADADA it was fingo LMAO!! I read his profile to confirm it was hiim and then I added him! That;s where it all started! chatting on msn next on the phone, next face to face, and next we break up. I do not know why I just wrote all of this HAHA sorrii if I'm boring you! can you guess what dude I'm talking about?

Anyway what I was really just suppose to talk about was the way I felt and feel at the moment. See when we first got together I felt as if I never had a boyfriend before LMAO! and I was tying to figure out why the fuck I was going out with someone that I didn't even love??..LMAO!! but the thing that really confused me even more was that I really really liked him! So i was just a confused reck. Sometimes I wouldn't answer his phone calls and I would ask him a shit load of questions like why are you with me or something like that!! LMFAO!! Bro its so friken funny! Iwas even thinking of breaking it off, because I didn't want to be missleading and blah blah! until I spoke to my bestie like than fuk for her LMAO!! she kicked some sense in to me...and yeah....and you know whats weird?? my feelings have remained like that for him the whole time.....through the whole relationship up until now....It goes back and forth....OML i think you will be confused about what I'm blogging about. But who cares:P

Anyway if your thinking why the hell I'm blogging about an ex? It's because I still love the guy! and apparently he feels the same way... but I don't know if I wanna go back now...I would rather go back AFTER HSC!! But I don't want to say to him....can WE wait till after HSC...buh den maybe I shouldnt be scared because he should be doin the same thing! I don't think I have time for him! I miss him though! anyway!

I think I will stop here! and go for a smoke!! OML!! its 11....I don't know if I will meet up with heavan LoL!! anyway I shall go for a smoke then come bak and stalk kathy!

FRIENDS =D

Well I'm hit with jealousy from my old crew!! Well it goes like this. I was walking to class and I go past member of old crew. She says to me " Where the fuck have you been?" and I reply " I've been hanging over there" *points to the shelter* and she goes to me "Why?" and I reply "I don't know" and keep walking and she issues me an invitation to take photos at lunch. So OF COURSE I will except. So lunch comes and I go up to where I use to hang to take photos and it's only another one of the old members there. The one that issued me the invite wasn't there. Floral and I are bombarded with questions about our new hangout spot. I could sense the jealousy and bitchyness. But I told her not to tak offence. I just hope they don't, because the reason isn't personal...well at least not to them! I just found it really boring to hang there. But one thing I do miss, is juniour!!! =( He's like my bestie...or shal I say was! Our friendship gets ruined by his flirtatious ways! I just won't except it from him! But I miss him!

Umm but yeah my over all day? was OML!! I'm not allowed to go on the trip that the girls are organising =( My brother won't go. I'm trying to make myself feel as if I didn't want to go anyway because that will ease the pain of not being allowed to go! =( Thing is I don't realy want to tell the girls! =( Anyways I still get to go to the coast though, to a family friend. That was my plan in the first place in case I wasn't allowed to go with the girls which is now OFFICIAL =( .

I feel like this whole studyin hardowt thing is becoming an obsession. I can;t go without it. I work so hard to actually complete my 4 hours! And I've done it great this week. I'm just trying to figure out how many hours I will do on the week end. I might want to double it. Anyways That's I all I have time for!

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MOTIVATED MMUCH??

Okaii, today? KATHY STEPH N MILLY FULL DOGGED IT =(....nahhh LoL! Kathy was sick and milly was lazy and steph was pimping LoL!!....but yeah anyway! It was just me floral nat n malia! Farrr you know today I just realised how much I need to improve in dance? Both theory and practical? anyway! It was friken cold today and seriously I have no time to talk to anyone LMAO! besides the girls at school! farrr.....but umm nothing much on my mind besides SCHOOL...farrr who ever thought my world would be evolved aroun EDUCATION!! LMAO!....not funny!! but yeah!! this is random! ANYWAY UPDATE ON GOAL FOR THE WEEK!!! still going good did 4 ours yesterday and today!!...by doin four hours you would think that I would be up to date yeh?? Well it is SO not like that! there is just so much work that i barely get anything done. Because I try to even it out between all my subjects? But I have to admit I don't pay much attention to music because so farr in class we've only been doing practical! no theory yet! Anyway!

Lets talk about best friends. Because tonight I have abit more time for blogging =D Do you think that the saying "bro's before hoe's"? should really be applied?...I rekon if it comes to family...then YES! but when it comes to friends then...that's up to you. Because like boyfriends, friends also are in and out of your life. Bestfriends espeacially! I've had like....more best friends then I've had boyfriends! Something always recks it somehow! I don't know like a simple disagreement. Oh and another thing....people tend to say, "when your boyfriend leaves your friends will be there". I know thats true but it the same thing the other way around! If you get beef with your friends then who is goin to be there? your boyfriend! Wow I don't think this is about best friends...well in a way yeah. It's more of a comparison between friends and boyfriends! Anyway!

It's really cold and I need to go for a smoke and prepare for some good sleep for tommorow...hopefully tomorows a prettier day LoL!

NEED A HUG

Far today was funny! LMFAO @ Milly....No. 6 No.6!! LMAO!! and oh my life I noticed that when Nat jumps? She jumps with her feet pointed....LMAO!! freaken DANCE FREAK =P Anyway I don't have much to say....but you know what? How can you tell if someone is being genuine? He seems to come back alot....but then again always seems to go as well. Well I'm not really caring at the moment. Got much more stuff on my plate! RANDOM! koz I don't have that much time to write! I'm in bad need of a hug for some reason. Educations annoying and parents are annoying...but I understand where they are coming from! They only want the best!

WANNA GIMME A HUG?

Well you know what's real dumb?.....I have so much to blog about during the day, I mean like get all these ideas that I wanna blog, and then when it's time to blog my ideas they run away! LMAO! Well anyway. My day was MAD AS actually. Went to Kathy's house for the first time. Far can her house just not be flash as aye? Like I mean HONEST! haha! And her mum, she was so cute and nice =D she full made us food and stuff. She fed us hungus dudes LMAO!! It was Milly Floral Kathy and I! LMAO! Anyway, I wonder if Kathy has ever had more fobs in the house then asians LoL! LMAO!

anyway enough about my day, more on stuff!...RANDOM STUFF!

like today I saw a muslem chick take off her scarf just for her ugly boyfriend! The whole of year 12 waas pretty much shoked I guess....well....who ever saw! Man espeacially Flo Milly and Me! We were like shocked as, but what I was thinking is....what if were just being judgemental?? I don't know! to me? it does seem wrong! But I think she rebells towards her religion because she don't like it....just like her sister don't like it. I reckon if their parents left them they would forget about the whole muslem thing! So I don't know!

Anyway I made a goal for the week. Study for at least 4 hours after school! So....so far so GOOD!! I did four hours 2day....and OML! I was dying in the last hour! In the last 5 minutes of the hour I was like getting angus as because I kept looking up at the clock! It was the slowest 5 minutes of my life I swear. But you know what's funny? I typed as much stuff as I could in those last 5 minutes, as if it were going to make time go by faster LMAO!! haha!

Wowzers do you know how much I would rather read Life and crimes of Harry Lavender then make study notes or homework?...weird yeh!! and OML!! I revised on the stuff we did last year in English LMAO! I can see why you need to save your noted, because I was goin through my notes from last year and I would sit there like.....OH YEAH!!.....I FORGOT ABOUT THAT!!! blah blah!

Anyways, Bestfriends!! are they really your bestfriends?? I'm not so sure! leave that one for another blog sesh!

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BOYS BOYS BOYS!

I was gonna blog about it but I change my mind now! I was gonna blog about Vita! But I don't want to no more!

Instead! I shall blog about VITA =D hahah! nah!

NAH I WON'T

anyway! I have a thing for trusting my feelings!! say for example....I feel like something is up with someone? speacially VITA! it's always right! I don't know if its coincedence!Like say for example: WAIT! I don't wanna talk about handicap anymore! LMAO!! I wanna talk about this dude from ummm I think Mounty!! BRO SRSLY!! how much of a loser can you be!! His such a nerdy LOSER!! like SERIOUSLY!!! oh yeah and this is mean! But who cares I'm in my BITCHY MOODS! That's our convo!
Don;t really have to read it...But seriously I jus find him to be the BIGGEST LOSER!! like HELLOO ur not a bad kid?? so stop trying to be!


ThisIzAyo is: The Neighbour Hood Sniper says:
nothing really just havin a shit time lol
NATE. xP i love it ;][= says:
why?
ThisIzAyo is: The Neighbour Hood Sniper says:
cause i got busted on friday
NATE. xP i love it ;][= says:
4 wat?
ThisIzAyo is: The Neighbour Hood Sniper says:
a deal
NATE. xP i love it ;][= says:
deal??????
ThisIzAyo is: The Neighbour Hood Sniper says:
with my friend from my old skool
NATE. xP i love it ;][= says:
what deal...can u tell me da full story insted of givin me lil snippets of it??
ThisIzAyo is: The Neighbour Hood Sniper says:
lol ok hahaha
alright i use ot smoke right
but now i stop
and i had a packet in my room which i had to get rid of
soo i gave iit to my friend in his skool by jumpin the bak fence
then all of a sudden i got this call hearing me got busted by a skool camera and got my parents called up and shit
NATE. xP i love it ;][= says:
so?? did u go bak 2 skool?
ThisIzAyo is: The Neighbour Hood Sniper says:
nope
i got told off in an car
NATE. xP i love it ;][= says:
i c!! ur parents still angus?
ThisIzAyo is: The Neighbour Hood Sniper says:
yeah but i got let off today
NATE. xP i love it ;][= says:
wat u mean
ThisIzAyo is: The Neighbour Hood Sniper says:
like i got let off today
like im off the hook
NATE. xP i love it ;][= says:
LMAO!!!
hahahaha
ThisIzAyo is: The Neighbour Hood Sniper says:
lol
im sooo lucky
NATE. xP i love it ;][= says:
yeah u r!

Anyways on another topic....You know how I said I wanted to talk about issues reffering to family? Well right now is a GREAT TYM!!

I have these cousins right? They are like my brothers and sisters, seriously were tight as anything! But the way they role? sometimes I think is really OFF! Like I don't know but this thing plays in my mind over and over again!...Well you see there was this BIG youth thing that our youths combined for....my church, liverpool church, padstow church,minto church, and Merrylands was SUPPOSE TO!! but they never turned up to any of the practices. So yeah anyway, One of my cousins had a boyfriend right? And another girl from liverpool church had apparently been texting her boyfriend saying stuff like why are you with her? You should be with me. BLAH BLAH. And I was over at my kusins house and both my cousins were complaining to me about it, they were saying how much of a two faced bitch she was and they showed me the texts that she had sent him and I was like full behind them a hundred per cent bcause their ma family right? Anyway we left for youth practice and you kno wat?....I was hit in the face by the biggest two faced bitches I ever seen!!! My cousins were really mad at the girl from liverpool church, but when we got to youth practice they were SO NICE to her. And I mean like full, as soon as they seen her they full go up to her saying HEY! =D How are you girl? blah blah FULL NICE! I sat there giving all three of them dirties because I didn't get what was going on. WHY WERE MY COUSINS SO NICE TO HER? and I still don't get it! Anyway my conclusion to this is that MY COUSINS! are the BIGGEST TWO FACED bitches on earth. I don't hate them, I love them, as I said before, they are family!

Anyway they bitched about my sister and stuff. My sister told me, and of course I'm gonna believe my sister! and when I say bitch.??? I MEAN BITCH!! they spread rumours about her sleeping with my uncle! But...I would never tell them I know that stuff! It's just btween my sister my mother and I....AND YOU ;) AIIINNNGGGG!!! anyway this is the longest I've spent on blogging!

FINALLY!! my dad goes sleep!! have to wash dishes and have a smoke and go sleep LoL!

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SUCCESSFULL HYPOCRITES

LETS SEE....

My plan fully worked! ....SUCCESS!! It was a hit! No one noticed that I was listening to my mp3, and it wasn't obvious that I was coppyin my self LoL!!

Anyways! I have this little girl in my church? Say she is about 10? 12? nah I fink she is 10!! BRO!! can she not just stare at me during church? She sits infront of me and she always turns around to look at me like I'm some fuckin FREAK!!...I know shes young! but this girl does it EVERY SUNDAY!!! I mean I just look at her and she smiles at me and I smile back....Buh how many friken times do you wanna do that? Anyway that was annoying!

Seriously my butt hurts, from dance! haha! I have to tell everyone!

HYPOCRITES

(I don't know if that is how you spell it but i don't really care)Seriously! I hate hypocrties!! and I try my best not to be one! But this one applies to MAINLY....TONGANS!!. Man I am a Tongan myself, and I see it first hand! And do you know where all this occurs mainly?? AT CHURCH!!! Like are you serious you old hags!!. I hate old tongan ladies! they think there all that because their old and ugly!

NOTE: This does not apply to all of them.

But the majority. They have no manners. I mean some can be realy nice! don't get me wrong! But MAJORITY!! anyway back to hypocritical business!

Their always looking at other people! Gossiping about other people! Saying the usual stuff like...."Did you hear about how she slept with so and so?"
"Oh I heard that she got an abortion"
Or something like that! They never look at themselves. And then the poor victum will leave the church because of those GOSSIPING ASS HOLES!! Seriously! I thought church was for worshipping? Seems not to be anymore these days. It's about competing with other people! Like WHO CONTRIBUTES THE MOST MONEY!And when people donate heaps of money they get accusations up the ass man! like...."WAT A SHOW OFF!" and when you don't donate enough? people say stuff like. "THEIR GAMBLERS!!...WHERE DOES THEIR MONEY GO DON'T THEY WORK?" nd blah blah blah!!

Lets talk about his mum and dad! I can't believe I am blogging this but hopefully they don't notice!

His dad...SO NICE!!! I don't know!! I barely know him! spoke to him here and there. BUT HIS MOHTER!!! honest she has issues!! She hates me! for no reason at all! WAT THE FUCK DID I DO TO YOU!!! i didn't break your kids heart or anything! I didn't sleep with him! And I'm pretty sure I did NOT treat him like shit! I didn't get it! But I DO UNDERSTAND!!

Anyway! I just migh blog again later, koz dis a shit blog!

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CBF!!

TUNE IN GUYS

I just finished memorising my stuff....sorta! I still got the himis to go...but that should be easy okaii here goes off the top of my head I SWEAR IM NOT CHEATING! oh nd if you don't understand tongan or can't read it? then skip the italics I'm just typing it as sorta like more revision

He oku ou 'ilo oku mo'ui 'a hoku Koeli, pea tene tu'u mai kihe funga efu ki mui.Pea hili hoku kili hono aunga pehe, ka koia ai pe ha kakano teu mamata kia Eloha.Aia teu mamata ki ai oku ne kau mo au, pea ko ho'o kuni mata 'e sio ki ai, 'o 'ikai 'oe kehe.'A kuo 'osi 'osi hoku kofua he holi ki ai.AMEN

dsnt seem like much, but it has actually taken me 55 minutes to memorise it LoL!I feel like such a loser blogging SO MUCH!! LMAO!!...BENNY DSNT MIND I miss him by the way....Gotta sneak up to Claymore soon because I miss my Famz SO BADLY

LoL!! I have decided to cheat the rest cause I CBF learning the himis! So my secret?? I'm gonna record myself on my mp3 reading it, and in church I shall listen to my recording and just repeat what ever I say DAYUUUUMMMM....I MUST BE SMART .....hahaha LOSER!!

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SWEET MONTH OF MAY

HAHA! I am TOTALLY hooked on this blog writing thing ...LoL!

Anyway I have to memorise something for church, like seriously? I think I now OFFICIALY hate the month May! Koz I have had to do SO much memorising only because.....and seriously I am quoting my Dad and my youth leader NO JOKE!!!..."Your the smartest kid in church". Let me just say something I would never say to their faces!

That shouldn't be an excuse to give me the hard stuff. I got HSC this year and would like a less amount of preassure....dat last line ddnt make sense aye? HAHA. I think thats why I like blogging so much! It's the only type of writing that relaxes me these days. Anyway back to the subject! MESSAGE FOR DAD AND YOUTH LEADER aka big momma ( wich they will never see) the wole youth will stay a big bumch of dum asses if you don't challenge their minds as much as yous challenge mine...like HELLOO!!! my dad expects me to learn 3 verses in a couple of hours! and also a HIMI! 2 verses!! woah! I have stuff to do afer I write this.

HAHA wanna know something? Bloging motivated me to get up! HAHA!! LMAO! i find that intersting! anyway I don't know why but when Friday and saturday come along, I can't do my work or study! I don't know!! On Fridays I get home and I'm like..."THANK FUCK ITS FRIDAY" . Seriously my head just feels overloaded with the studying at school and then at home. But I seriously have to start just hanging in there on Fridays and doing something....like at least 3 hours...and then chill out!! MAN can I not jus wait 4 da friken HSC 2 b over!

Anyway as you can see I love goin off the topic LoL!! I want to keep blogging but don't know what to blog about......how handicap is dat LoL!! Oh I have an issue I might talk about some day. It actualy relates to family members! But I shall leave it for another blogging session

"ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME"...pfftt FUK THAT!

As you can see I love blogging it has become one of my MANY addictions!

topic: JUDGING

Now lets see.....I might not make sense but yeah if your reading this, don't take this to offence and I might go abit off the topic!!

Everyone judges, were all human we all judge each other. It's not even a bad thing, like I might think yor realy nice...that would be my judgement of you! Whereas someone else will think your a no good dick head. It's something we all do. The thing is, I couldn't help but notice there is a whole bunch of people that seem to have an obsession with a quote from tupac "only god can judge me". Are you fucking serious? I mean sure at the end of your life he is the only one to judge! But friken yous judge just as much as all the other idiots!! your probably just as shallow everyone else! But one thing that is always true, never judge someone you don't know.....only thing yo can judge is the way they look! which is something I tend to do all the time. It may seem shallow, but I can't help it! And I have one big issue with people judging others that seriously should be personal.

I'll be straight up. But say for example, theres a girl that sleeps around right? Or there's this girl that works in a strip club or WHATEVER!!! MAN!! they get all these haters, and some of them are really nice! I don't get why people hassle them....I mean i know its abit low to fuck around and shit but seriously!! WAT THE FUCK IS IT TO YOU? if a bitch wants to fuck all of CHINA!! then let it be....SHYYYYTTTT!! she aint doing you any harm! unless shes fukin your boyfriend den thats a different story!! Like I mean I'm not like that....but that's ME everyones different. It's sad how other girls bitch about some other girl because she's slept with a couple of guys! Seriously, your just as low as they are! koz its NONE OF YOUR FUKING BUSINESS!! Okay so there are really bad slurries out there....I know. But still!! who died and gave you the right to be the one to make remarks about it??? It hits me when girls bitch about other girls like that because they don't seem to realise that it's none of their business!! like I can't stress it out to you.... NONE OF YOUR FUKING BUSINESS. This might sound really sad, but most of the girls that actualy like to sleep around and shit are actualy depressed! Like I mean, the way people treat them is just! OVERBOARDLY FUKED!! I just don't see why thees so much hate!!! seriously just chill and look at yourself okay? you may not be a slut, but you might just be a drugoo...orr a dumass! orrr a FUKING DICKHEAD dat doesn;t mind their FUKING BUSINESS!

You might be thinking....WHY THE HELL DO YOU CARE SO MUCH?? ARE YOU ONE OF THOSE SLURRIES??Well ....nah I'm not!! but I shall say....the dance floor is a complete different story! okay but reason why I care so much is because I was really close to a girl like that. She told m alot of the shit that she had gone through, and all the haters were just over board!! Seriously it's sad! Most girls that are slurries now?? have been raped! so think about that!! and by the way? I said most of them, NOT ALL!




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xoxo Ni'i

GO HOME PEOPLE

GO HOME PEOPLE...srsly! home is da best place to be koz next thing you kno you'll be in lock up wishing you never left your house!learn from others mistakes jus as well as your own! koz we seem to follow the wrong peoples foot steps! ....well NOT ME jus YOUS!!! hahaso STAY HOME!im on a roll....KOZ IM FUKIN UP DERE!!!oh nd wun more thing! its not tough to beat someone up koz dey pissed yo off! it's tougher to walk away and not worry about it! soo all of you dat like think your all tough koz use gotta hard PUNCH!! well YOUR NOT!!! YOUR ALL A BUNCH OF WOOSIES DAT CANT HANDLE JAK SHYT! i mean srsly...someone looks at u wrong and you flip??? how much OF A FAT WOOS can YOU BE??? SERIOUSLY!! jus GO HOME! shyyyytttt if you stayed home you would neva have bein in da place to b pissed off aye!! friken srsly! YOUS LOOK DUM! entertaining though! but DUMB hahaha! bunch of HANDICAP LOSERS!!seriously I don't see why the word FUCK is a so called "swear word" seriously it means SEX!....SEXUAL INTERCOURSE!! its no swear word!...well it shouldn't be! why is it a swear word anyway?? why is CUNT a swear word?? WOWWW it means PUSYY WOOPDY FUKIN DOO!!! ASS!!! ass aint no swear word!! i mean its descriptive word as well...but all it means is BUM!! ASS HOLE!...BUM HOLE!!...descriptively speakin all you WOOSES are ASSHOLES!....i have no idea where this is goin anymore HAHAwell hope you TYHARDS get sumfin out of dis....koz your not ALL DAT!!...your not tough....ur not strong! ur not anyfing! ur jus FUKED!!...harsh!!! buh im being exaguratingly HONEST haha. anyway SERIOUSLY! GET OVER YOURSELVES...because what goes around comes around!! jus TWICE AS HARD though! friken....you think your bad to your parents??? wait till your kids come around yeh?? that is all

Chillin at GAYYORA!

I got up this morning, and I looked at the time and it was too late to go to youth. It's not like I really wanted to go anyway. Made breakfast for my dad and I, then I cleaned up the WHOLE house!! I mean I full wiped down da cupboards mopped the floor, scrubbed the shower, vaccumed EVERYWHERE! Anyway! Moe (My friend from Lakemba) rings me....He wants to pick up his house keys.

So after I finish cleaning which was...no joke.... 3 hours of cleaning. I got ready and told my dad that my friend from school needed "HER" house keys HAHAHA! Got to the station and we went to the park behind my house and watched some randoms playing soccer, they all looked asian. LoL! blah blah blah!....and I went home!

I got home and used my WEBCAM for the very first time hahaha it was funny! I webcammed with channy (friend from school) and this random horny guy, He was uggs (ugly) though and he kept asking me to show him my tits! YEHH DUDE OF COURSE!!....nah I shall block him soon!

I realy miss Vita! between you and me? I can;t wait to get back with him! hope he nevers sees this though =D anyway! OH ONE MORE THING! my dad full preached to me about the bible! it was good....this is getting random I shall stop!

that's all for today peeps (not like anyone reads LoL)

Noob

This is my very first time to try this. Just thought I would give it try. Have no clue what to talk about. Haha. What inspired me to write a blog? KATHY! I don't realy have anything to say though, not anything interesting at least



Okay, lets start with my day. Shit weather! Man like to the days! Friken I hate walking in the rain! We finally played that objective game that Flo has been DYING to play LoL! The girls were all goin pshycho! HAHA!! I found it funny! and Flo was very entertained at the fact that the girls were all lost.

I wish I could go Kathys birthday party tomorrow =( SADD!! well as you can see....nothing realy to talk about! oh wait except! I wish my mum would'nt go over seas. Seriously my dad can be an ass hole! FARR!! All I have to do is behave, because for some strange reason every time my mum goes over seas I get into trouble somehow!

That is all for today peeps.