Blog time =D

Well, I have so much n my mind! Maybe its not alot...but its something! I have no idea what to do. Im really worried abo the issue! I dont wanna dog one, but, I really wanna talk to floral man! I dont know...when ever I need someone to talk to, for some reason I like talking to her! Like I dont know...she just calms me! But I told some of my girls...LOLOL never hide anything from them! But far out! Its bugging me. I dont know what to do! I wish I could just...I dont know. I just wish it wasnt so complicated! GOSH! I dont know who to turn to for this one! Do I just leave it? Do I just let it happen...do I let it bug me? Koz it really irritates me!Do I just leave it be! I dont know!

Well I just dont know what to do.

So much stuff to fill my head...well I gotta check out my english related txts man, and get to know my techniques! GOSH!

HSC is so soon! I can safely say that its in a couple of weeks...not months! weeks! wish me luck man! I actually wanna make it to uni! But anyway! I still gotta look at tafe courses to get into uni! So yeah! I must make a stupid promise to myself though...I will never ring ass hole from home phone again! Promise made =D I shall stick to it!

Anyway!

I think I have better things to do then put my thoughts up in here! =) till tomorrow ;)

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the week goes on

Can we just go in slow mo PLEASE!!! the time is flying by! Far out...soon I have to go to sleep and let the time fly by some more!!!

SCHOOL =( dont push me away! =P HAHA

Can I just say something! Almost every guy Ive gone out with...talks about marriage! Or having kids! WHY? Why talk about that! WHY! I dont know...to me when guys talk about it to me... dont really like! believe em. Guess if you mean it...PROVE IT!!! LoL anyway!

I go cold! cold hearted...why? koz Ive been hurt before...Im not reffering to relationships with guys...Im talking about relationships in general! Ive experienced some really bad shit...koz yeah I was a nice person! People took advantage! Sorta just made me cold LOL ;)

Im tired man! Gonna browse abit more then go bed

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I believe

HEYYYY


IMMMM

COOOLLL


KOOZZZ



YYEAAHHHHHH

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well well well

I did it...I fuckin did it...what i did? I'm not saying because yeah!

FAR OUT! you dont understand how much I HATE HER! But I'll get over it....hating will soon be FINISHED...wait! No ones gonna get killed or anything...but yeah! BITCHASS!

GRRR!

anyway! ever since Ive gotten home! I havent dont anything but sit on the laptop being an abo!

LOLOL Im gonna miss school. Can you believe its last week of school? =D YIIIAAAAHHHHH!! touch me ;)

anyway Im over it...gonna go back to browsing on net!

Toodles!

How

FARRR dont you just sit around sometimes and wonder...HOW THE FUCK??? and then all this shit comes into your head??

Like I always WONDER man its NOT FUNNY!

I wonder how the fuck our parents fall inlove and get married...and then still put up with each other! OR umm how the fuck you cam about making the friends you have now...Like its just random aye...or how you managed to get in a relationship with a complete but head!! (Im not reffering to my man btw LOL)
but yeah I just wonder alot!

anyway MOVING ON!

Im just bored....with nothing to do! left my folder at florals house...left my motivation to stdy there too I think...HAHAHA! But shit that reminds me...I better remind her to bring it tomorrow! Ill text her!

anyway Im off

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Touch my body!

Well, my mums been out all fricken day LOLOL! GOSH! I havent done jack shit today! Besides being on facebook youtube and msn...hung out with Vita for abit HAHA...so cute when he plays guitar!!!...btw he doesnt really know how! HAHA! yeah anyway! I hate how my room is right next to the toilet?...like my parents wonder why I keep my door shut...well someone just went toilet...and my doors open! Its reeking into my room...ERRR...I hope my brother comes back home with 30 buks!...I HOPE MAN! FARRR!! I want smokes too man...Im hanging to the max! I dont know! I wanna clean up the house...koz its SHOCKING!! Like I dont know what it is, but when my mums at home? I dont clean up...but when shes over seas...I always make sure the house is clean! HAHAHA!! Guess the house benefits when Im the only girl in the house! I dont mean that in any way though! OMGOSH you know what??? I feel like partying...like I dont mean get drunk and shit...I mean loud music and a dance floor! I kill it :) I wanna party man! But not allowed parties! None...GOSH! Cant wait till HSC is over....dont think that'll change anything...but at least my parents have one excuse out of the way to not let me go out! Bro Im getting a job as soon as I am done CANT WAIT!! I mean hopefully I can find a job! GOSH! LOLOL Gonna ask around for people to hook me up!

Anyway! I think I might browse abit then jam...then clean up!

That is all...oh and umm I dont think we're going church tomorrow....If my dad doesnt go..Im not going! Ima stay home and study! LOLOL!

anway That is all :)

Whats on my mind

School is on my mind...Its funny...Ima just talk out o my ass today...because yeah...havent blogged properly in a while aye...

Well first of all I feel kind of dogs LOLOL My mans come down like twice, haha but I dont wanna go up to his areas!! I dont know...I really just dont wanna go there...Theres no other reason except that I dont want to...aye Im confused between the two words accept and except...LOLOL They sound the same. Anyway... my parents say Im inlove...for me personally? I dont know what being inlove is actually like...I don know! My parents are going overboard with this shit. Thinking I wanna run away and get married LMAO! PFFFTTT...NO WAY! FARRR Marriage scares me...I dont know why...ANYWAY!!!

FUCK MAN! I have this bad feeling..about...

YEah well anyway...tld youIl talk out of my ass...Im texting with Channy the fat cow! I dont know man! ERRR...well jigged school today...FARR In year 12...about to sit HSC and I jig....VERY SMART! I dont know whats wrong with me LMAO!

I dont know what to do online...or what to say!..Im about to get an mms from Channy...wonder what te pik is! LOLOL! I need to get out with the girls man! Feel like its been ages since I seen them...I think its koz half of them were like away yesterday! And then I decided to jig today...OKAI! I wont jig next week LOLO...next minute!!!

Beach next Saurday :D Hope Vita actually comes...Oh I still have to ask my cousin to tag it along...probably even my little boy cousins!!!! CANT WAIT...Hope none of the girls dog it:D WE MUST GO! ALL OF US =D HEHE!!!

Love listening to jackson 5 "whos lovin you"
The live recording of it..is just the best:D Koz the piano is like full playin in blues and OML! I just DROOL! LOLOL I love it!

So over this nowa days...lolol Blogging bullshit! bull kaka...what a ugly word >>>kaka LOLOL Im bored....gonna get introuble again koz I used my home phone to ring Vita! =S My mum specificly asked me not to...HAHA Its so ba to ask me not to do things...koz Ill end up doing it!!!! :D I wonder man, like really wonder...My parents get me thinking...like everything they say is right...but yet we still do it...WHY??? well my excuse is...Im a teenager! BEST EXUSE I guess...though apparently majority of Aus teensa sphycho...according to the news...LMAO!! my dad was telling me! AGES AGO!

Akon...anways...Ima go on msn and talk to my cousin koz Im bored

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been a long time

dont actually feel like blogging it at the moment! Got some shit going on! Like I dont know....farrrr....anyway! blog later =)



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SUNDAY! =)

well not much thinking today :)

It was hot as aye...like to the max!!! man I walked for five minutes to the station and was like sweating to the max! Anyway, yesterday I left my folder up at my sisters house, so I went back today, since we were'nt going church. Was suppose to meet up with Vita...but someone felt like "shit" more like LAZY =P yeah anyway. I got to my sisters and all my cousins were asleep accept my younger boy cousins. I got my folder and took off....I bumped into my drunk brother on the way home! He was not suprisingly infront of the pub across the station. Got on the bus to Yennora, then home I went, I got home and I was so sweaty it looked like I went for a friken run!!! ANYWAY

rest of the day was BORING!! I literally sat around doing nothing. I wanted to clean my room, but I am seriously not bothered! Ive been wanting to clean my room for a very long time now LMFAO!!! farrrrr....I gotta organise my shit though for school. I havent done jack shit...Probably might jug retail tomorrow..who knows...see how I feel! LOLOL I get sick after recess! =P

Fuckin I hate the feeling of HSC!!!...and all Im doing is practical! I am sort of scared! =S Anything can happen, I could get sick, or I dont know....=S just scared aye...cant believe Im scaed for music! FARRRR!!!! anyway, must be boring you to death with my random blabber!!! ANYWAY your fault for reading =D These are the nights man...thy're awesome...I LOVE IT =D

Well,

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Complaints

I hate how my mum never cooks for my dad! She thinks I should ALWAYS do it. How fuckin hard is it to fucking put food on a plate and give it to him! FUCK MAN! OH YEAH that'll b right. Koz shes sick too...*rolls eyes* FUCK I hate this shit sometimes. Fuckin shits like no fucking tomorrow. Im sick of it to be quite frank! My dads sick but it can be annoying. It can be annoying like FUCKED UP annoying! You dont understand how much Im annoyed. I really wanna break! I really just wanna get away from this shit! IM SICK OF THIS SHIT seriously! Im sick of SICK PEOPLE! FUCK I may sound real cold hearted....wel maybe I AM! I really dont give a fuck right now. IM SO FUCKIN MAD! LMAO!! I dont know why HAHAHA!! You just get sick of it you know? ARGGGGHHHH

JUST FUCK OFF! is all Im thinking in my head! FUCK OFF!!!!

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Dangerously inlove

Well, I tried to like pimp up my blog? and somethings DIFFERENT! I accidently change my whole lay out...Dont know how to change it back. I'm also not bothered! LOLOL I'll justleave it like this! BORING and all =)

Can I just say how much I despise "gangstas" they're all WANNA BE'S. Like even the actual Gangsters and shit...what good is it being gangsta when your DEAD!! argghhhh they frustrate me, though they dont harm me or have anything to do with me..STILL they're just PISS OFFS!!!

I really miss my little brothers. I miss Claymore in general. Though I'm barely there, I stll feel like its home, though its a shit hole! a COMPLETE shit hole!

HMMM..not much to write about. I finally officialy have my laptop back! =) But thing is, I have nothing to blog about. Unless I blog about how much Ive lost all motivation. I dont even feel like singing and HSC is next week. I can talk about how much I am SICK of dance. How much I'm gonna miss my classes and the peeps in the classes =) Speacially the much smaller classes like Retail and Dance. MUSIC espeacially ;)

3 weeks guys! ;) then...STUDY STUDY STUDY! =)

Ive been kind of out of it lately...no reason...just....(literally, dot dot dot.)

HMMM Im gonna do something else koz Blogging? I have nothing to blog about :)

toodle loo

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been a long time

I havent been blogging simply because, my mums been watching movies on my DVD! and they're like seasons of shows...FAR OUT! Each DVD last at least 3 hours =.=

Anyway. How was my day? SHIT! FUCKIN SHIT! well besides hanging with Milly and Floral AND Jamming with Floral and Malia! Shit was on my mind ALL DAY!

Its family issues! FAR OUT! They're just getting out of hand these days! My cousins that I dont trust dont help either! FUCKIN FUCKWITS!! You dont understand how pissed off I was man! Like I was...I'll be honest! I CRIED...at school ==' LIKE WTF! I couldnt believe I couldnt hold back the tears! LUCKILY...HOPEFULLY! no one saw....only person that saw was Floral! ==' Felt much better after I cried though =D I guess LIFE GOES ON! But let me just say....this shit has FULLY distracted me! Like FUCK man!

Anyway I miss Vita. YEAH! I dont think thats anything new LOLOL!

Oh but my dad? wants me to leave him...how about NO!!! I just have one thing to say. I'm not leaving someone because someone else wants me to. REGUARDLESS who it is! I like being the one to decide. Anyway Ima browse just abit more....this is way better then being on my phone browsing LOLOL!!!

Hopefully tomorrows a better day ;) IT SHALL BE! I'll make it!!!

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Touch my body

Well it's been abit of time since the last time I blogged. I have a reason! My mums been watching movies on my laptop! FARRRR!

Anyway. HMMMM what to blog about. What is on my mind?

Well I have a gig up in darling harbour on Thursday night =)

Anyway I have something to talk about.

Have you ever found yourself telling a story, but sort of twisting it for reasons unknown. I tend to find myself doing it, I even find my friends doing it too. I guess its normal. Its not a COMPLETE lie but its still a lie I guess LOLOL!

DISCO was awesome too. I loved it =) Now that I look back at it. It was fun.

Anyway it seems like its gonna be a beautiful day today. LOLOL I dont knw. I might clean up and shit and either stay home, or go to Big mammas house!

I have to save my credit now. It has to last me a month!

So I wont be texting anyone thats not on optus or boost unless its urgent, and I wont be ringing ANYONE unless its urgent =)
LOL have no idea why I blogged about that HAHA.

anyway maybe I should commence my days work! Before I figure out what I will be doing today! GEES..

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