I JUS GOTTA SHAKE IT OFF
haha YEYY!! I get to full blog my heart out LoL!!...because I reduced my 4 hours of study to two hours today! I'm just mentally tired!! But one goal I want to achieve tomorrow is reach 5 hours. I already figured out how 2 do it. First thing I do when I wake up is do two hours straight, then eat blah blah clean up YADDA YADDA den do anuther two hours....then go to youth then when I get back do one hour, then BUM da rest of the night!:D LOVE IT!
ANYWAY! it feels so friken awesome to blog away with out a time limit! I feel like I havent done this in a very long time LoL! I am really craving for a smoke right now! But I'm just going to wait for my dad to go to sleep! You don't understand how much it feels good to not have to study! or think about going to bed on time so I getenough sleep. I swear I full have my own bed time LMAO!
Anyway what to talk about!! How about something that's been on my mind for a very long time!...It's that one guy. I known him forever!! I think I first saw him when I was like in year 7?? or 8?? and I thought he was a girl, I would never tell him that by the way. LMAO! Anyway the years went by I would see him here and there, but we never really spoke. There was a Xmas thing our youths were doin together! I personally found him to be a loud mouth IDIOT. LMAO! I thought he was da BIGGEST ass hole!! Look this made me hate him even more like it pissed me off so much nd I still look back and think " what a fukin loser =)" but yeah we had to get changed out syd right?? when we did our performances! and when we had finished I was lookin for his sister and she was near their car and I didn't even see him he was standing behind the door of his car getting changed I walk towards his siter who is no where near him and he screams out to me something like " Aye what are you doing I'm getting changed!" I can't remember weather I yelled back at him or not....I don't think I did at all LMAO!! I just started talkin to his sister tryin not to get pissed off at him for being such ass!! In my head I was just like "who the fuck would wanna watch you get changed" Far you don't understand I was angus as man LMAO!! It makes me laugh though...koz it just proves how much of a moody bitch I can be LoL! Well anyway! about a year later or even more I'm being the BIGGEST bebo freak right? and I;m on his sisters page, and just randomly kliked on his page! i was bored and then TADADA it was fingo LMAO!! I read his profile to confirm it was hiim and then I added him! That;s where it all started! chatting on msn next on the phone, next face to face, and next we break up. I do not know why I just wrote all of this HAHA sorrii if I'm boring you! can you guess what dude I'm talking about?
Anyway what I was really just suppose to talk about was the way I felt and feel at the moment. See when we first got together I felt as if I never had a boyfriend before LMAO! and I was tying to figure out why the fuck I was going out with someone that I didn't even love??..LMAO!! but the thing that really confused me even more was that I really really liked him! So i was just a confused reck. Sometimes I wouldn't answer his phone calls and I would ask him a shit load of questions like why are you with me or something like that!! LMFAO!! Bro its so friken funny! Iwas even thinking of breaking it off, because I didn't want to be missleading and blah blah! until I spoke to my bestie like than fuk for her LMAO!! she kicked some sense in to me...and yeah....and you know whats weird?? my feelings have remained like that for him the whole time.....through the whole relationship up until now....It goes back and forth....OML i think you will be confused about what I'm blogging about. But who cares:P
Anyway if your thinking why the hell I'm blogging about an ex? It's because I still love the guy! and apparently he feels the same way... but I don't know if I wanna go back now...I would rather go back AFTER HSC!! But I don't want to say to him....can WE wait till after HSC...buh den maybe I shouldnt be scared because he should be doin the same thing! I don't think I have time for him! I miss him though! anyway!
I think I will stop here! and go for a smoke!! OML!! its 11....I don't know if I will meet up with heavan LoL!! anyway I shall go for a smoke then come bak and stalk kathy!
ANYWAY! it feels so friken awesome to blog away with out a time limit! I feel like I havent done this in a very long time LoL! I am really craving for a smoke right now! But I'm just going to wait for my dad to go to sleep! You don't understand how much it feels good to not have to study! or think about going to bed on time so I getenough sleep. I swear I full have my own bed time LMAO!
Anyway what to talk about!! How about something that's been on my mind for a very long time!...It's that one guy. I known him forever!! I think I first saw him when I was like in year 7?? or 8?? and I thought he was a girl, I would never tell him that by the way. LMAO! Anyway the years went by I would see him here and there, but we never really spoke. There was a Xmas thing our youths were doin together! I personally found him to be a loud mouth IDIOT. LMAO! I thought he was da BIGGEST ass hole!! Look this made me hate him even more like it pissed me off so much nd I still look back and think " what a fukin loser =)" but yeah we had to get changed out syd right?? when we did our performances! and when we had finished I was lookin for his sister and she was near their car and I didn't even see him he was standing behind the door of his car getting changed I walk towards his siter who is no where near him and he screams out to me something like " Aye what are you doing I'm getting changed!" I can't remember weather I yelled back at him or not....I don't think I did at all LMAO!! I just started talkin to his sister tryin not to get pissed off at him for being such ass!! In my head I was just like "who the fuck would wanna watch you get changed" Far you don't understand I was angus as man LMAO!! It makes me laugh though...koz it just proves how much of a moody bitch I can be LoL! Well anyway! about a year later or even more I'm being the BIGGEST bebo freak right? and I;m on his sisters page, and just randomly kliked on his page! i was bored and then TADADA it was fingo LMAO!! I read his profile to confirm it was hiim and then I added him! That;s where it all started! chatting on msn next on the phone, next face to face, and next we break up. I do not know why I just wrote all of this HAHA sorrii if I'm boring you! can you guess what dude I'm talking about?
Anyway what I was really just suppose to talk about was the way I felt and feel at the moment. See when we first got together I felt as if I never had a boyfriend before LMAO! and I was tying to figure out why the fuck I was going out with someone that I didn't even love??..LMAO!! but the thing that really confused me even more was that I really really liked him! So i was just a confused reck. Sometimes I wouldn't answer his phone calls and I would ask him a shit load of questions like why are you with me or something like that!! LMFAO!! Bro its so friken funny! Iwas even thinking of breaking it off, because I didn't want to be missleading and blah blah! until I spoke to my bestie like than fuk for her LMAO!! she kicked some sense in to me...and yeah....and you know whats weird?? my feelings have remained like that for him the whole time.....through the whole relationship up until now....It goes back and forth....OML i think you will be confused about what I'm blogging about. But who cares:P
Anyway if your thinking why the hell I'm blogging about an ex? It's because I still love the guy! and apparently he feels the same way... but I don't know if I wanna go back now...I would rather go back AFTER HSC!! But I don't want to say to him....can WE wait till after HSC...buh den maybe I shouldnt be scared because he should be doin the same thing! I don't think I have time for him! I miss him though! anyway!
I think I will stop here! and go for a smoke!! OML!! its 11....I don't know if I will meet up with heavan LoL!! anyway I shall go for a smoke then come bak and stalk kathy!
Labels: lovey dovey monkeys
posted by Maniate ;) at
5:27 AM
2 Comments:
ROFL! Stop attempting to stalk me seriously?
OMG, and you tell me off about my ex and I? Talk about yourselffff!
HEY!! ur exx is a ass!! even u think so!! =P!! there is a difference =P
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