LIFE
Lifes taken a completely different turn now, well, ever since I last blogged. I dont even rember when that was, or what I even blogged about! Well UPDATE on my life.
Im staring to settle into uni, making abit of friends, getting to know peers, no longer inlove with ex...i still care but yeah, all ex's care...only I hate mine all at the same time! Got my eye on a hottie ;) moving to NZ though :( SHIT GO! anyway trying to stay focused on uni. Oh I got a job, I start after next week!
Arguing and getting angry as usual. I have issues I think! HAHA! I might just have anger management problems....Or could be just an idiot, what my dad would say! I badly miss my family in Claymore! Im digging school...oh and....fuck, lost my train of thought! Ive lost myself actually. LOL Dont make sense but, its like a journey!
Anyway I just had my mum yell at me, I wonder if shes crying....thats where she falls, I dont have a weakness for her tears! They dont work on me because Ive seen the whole act before, over and over again! Though my dad has ALSO seen the reinactment over, he still falls for it. Im pretty sure I have a much softer heart then he does! But when it comes to her I dont know!
My mums number one. But....Something you will never understand thats for sure! Im not even quite sure if I understand....all I would say is "I dont know how to explain it" Exactly what Im say right now I guess.
Dad can just piss me off all together! I know I dont understand what its like to be a parent...but right now?? IM FRIKEN ABIT CONFUSED! with what??? I wouldnt have a fuckin clue! I guess this is a momentary thing! In an hour I will snap back into reality! LOL Im not high or anything! Im just loss! I cant wait to gt out of here. Staying home for long periods of time drive me insane!
I literally didnt do anything other than watch movie after movie! I know for a fact Im calling it an early night tonight. Its like! I dont wanna talk to my parents! They say for me never to hesitate in telling them stuff, but, they dont see how hard they make it. They're just as ignorant as I am! I mention a guy, they shrug me off...what do they think this is. They cant just shrug me off and think im gonna stop dating or flirting or being an idiot! SHIT nigga I shall continue like the stubborn...nah wait, over board! Its nothing like that LOL! I think Im snapping back into reality already!
This blog made no sense...because I wasnt using sense! Does that make sense?? Ima go eat dinner soon! Wonder if Ill get told off...I think my mum was crying! YEP that means Im so gonna cop a lecture! I mean how do I tell them I care but the care is burried all the way in china! Im bad showing emotions, like affection, unless it to a boy ;) Even then I have problems! Im not an affectionate person! I mean I think I can be, but I aint really!
That is all
Im staring to settle into uni, making abit of friends, getting to know peers, no longer inlove with ex...i still care but yeah, all ex's care...only I hate mine all at the same time! Got my eye on a hottie ;) moving to NZ though :( SHIT GO! anyway trying to stay focused on uni. Oh I got a job, I start after next week!
Arguing and getting angry as usual. I have issues I think! HAHA! I might just have anger management problems....Or could be just an idiot, what my dad would say! I badly miss my family in Claymore! Im digging school...oh and....fuck, lost my train of thought! Ive lost myself actually. LOL Dont make sense but, its like a journey!
Anyway I just had my mum yell at me, I wonder if shes crying....thats where she falls, I dont have a weakness for her tears! They dont work on me because Ive seen the whole act before, over and over again! Though my dad has ALSO seen the reinactment over, he still falls for it. Im pretty sure I have a much softer heart then he does! But when it comes to her I dont know!
My mums number one. But....Something you will never understand thats for sure! Im not even quite sure if I understand....all I would say is "I dont know how to explain it" Exactly what Im say right now I guess.
Dad can just piss me off all together! I know I dont understand what its like to be a parent...but right now?? IM FRIKEN ABIT CONFUSED! with what??? I wouldnt have a fuckin clue! I guess this is a momentary thing! In an hour I will snap back into reality! LOL Im not high or anything! Im just loss! I cant wait to gt out of here. Staying home for long periods of time drive me insane!
I literally didnt do anything other than watch movie after movie! I know for a fact Im calling it an early night tonight. Its like! I dont wanna talk to my parents! They say for me never to hesitate in telling them stuff, but, they dont see how hard they make it. They're just as ignorant as I am! I mention a guy, they shrug me off...what do they think this is. They cant just shrug me off and think im gonna stop dating or flirting or being an idiot! SHIT nigga I shall continue like the stubborn...nah wait, over board! Its nothing like that LOL! I think Im snapping back into reality already!
This blog made no sense...because I wasnt using sense! Does that make sense?? Ima go eat dinner soon! Wonder if Ill get told off...I think my mum was crying! YEP that means Im so gonna cop a lecture! I mean how do I tell them I care but the care is burried all the way in china! Im bad showing emotions, like affection, unless it to a boy ;) Even then I have problems! Im not an affectionate person! I mean I think I can be, but I aint really!
That is all
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