FRIENDS =D

Well I'm hit with jealousy from my old crew!! Well it goes like this. I was walking to class and I go past member of old crew. She says to me " Where the fuck have you been?" and I reply " I've been hanging over there" *points to the shelter* and she goes to me "Why?" and I reply "I don't know" and keep walking and she issues me an invitation to take photos at lunch. So OF COURSE I will except. So lunch comes and I go up to where I use to hang to take photos and it's only another one of the old members there. The one that issued me the invite wasn't there. Floral and I are bombarded with questions about our new hangout spot. I could sense the jealousy and bitchyness. But I told her not to tak offence. I just hope they don't, because the reason isn't personal...well at least not to them! I just found it really boring to hang there. But one thing I do miss, is juniour!!! =( He's like my bestie...or shal I say was! Our friendship gets ruined by his flirtatious ways! I just won't except it from him! But I miss him!

Umm but yeah my over all day? was OML!! I'm not allowed to go on the trip that the girls are organising =( My brother won't go. I'm trying to make myself feel as if I didn't want to go anyway because that will ease the pain of not being allowed to go! =( Thing is I don't realy want to tell the girls! =( Anyways I still get to go to the coast though, to a family friend. That was my plan in the first place in case I wasn't allowed to go with the girls which is now OFFICIAL =( .

I feel like this whole studyin hardowt thing is becoming an obsession. I can;t go without it. I work so hard to actually complete my 4 hours! And I've done it great this week. I'm just trying to figure out how many hours I will do on the week end. I might want to double it. Anyways That's I all I have time for!

That is all