Just wanna jot some shit down
LMAO I had no idea what to tittle this blog, and I feel weird just leaving it blank, hence the shit tittle, seeing as I dont really plan what Ima write on here. I just write what comes to mind. Hence why sometimes it doesnt make sense, I mean, what I write about!!
Anyway, farrr Ive never EVER spoken soooo much to my dad before. But he made me see a difference between Samoans and Tongans which I was completely blinded to, but he oppened my eyes to it. LMAO. Tongan guys are more smooth, shall you say with tha ladies, whereas Samoans are abit like, tough and BLAH BLAH...If you get what I mean. And being a girl thats dated both NASHOS I could full see the difference, AFTER he mentioned it though =.=. Its sooo truuuueeee. Though I wont go into detail. I must say my dad was pretty up front in our little talk LMAO I wouldnt be suprised if he even added something that was TOTALLY untrue but just a little something to scare me. His like that. He has me really thinking now. My dad is the type that gets into your head. I love it though, because he does it for my own good. =) And PLUS I need that sort of talking to, koz its in my genes to get pregnant/sleep around at a young age. LMAO and Im not closed minded about it because it true. It runs in my family. Even the boys seem to like to get girls pregnant at a young age...I mean the guys in my famz! BRO am I thankfull for what to my dad though he aint my bilogical dad and he can be an ass hole at times...and TRUST ME he can be! But yeah anyway.
whats so funny is my dad and I were talking about my mum, you know, both complaining about shit she does blah blah, and now that Im in the room, he is now complaining about my mum with my DRUNK ASS brother! My dads made me aware of things that most girls arent aware of. I always have been aware, and TRUST ME. Right down to my BESTES BESTEST of guy friends? There is not one mother fucker that I trust. I mean you cant really =) But I mean, I dont know why, but I dont mind, and I try to understand, though its a bit impossible. LMAO!
Anyway, Ive sort of enjoyed my mums absence. Its real quiet, no noise, no fighting. But then theres no money no getting what I want blah blah! LOLOL I mean I could always turn to my sister and she always tells me to, but, shes got her own family to worry about. I cant just ADD myself in.
Im gonna be real tired tomorrow for school. But I sorta actually wanna just sit up in my room and just type down my thoughts. I dont know how many people read this thing, but I dont really care, I just LOVE putting my thoughts somewhere. SPEACIALLY when Im mad.
One thing that makes me REAL sad man like REAL sad. Is like in tongan...ummm what do you call it...customs!!! well it doesnt really apply as much anymore these days, but, brothers and sisters could never talk.It even went as far as boys sleep in like a granny flat outside while the girls slept inside. All to avoid incest. Now, just picturing myself having to distance myself from my brothers would just...I dont know, I think I would cry. Like, not being able to talk to them and shit, I would be devistated! LITERALLY. My younger brothers LITERALLY make my world! Cant imagine just walking past them without saying something to insult them!!!! Espeacially my younger brother Benny. These boys PLUS my dad, are the only guys in my life that I fully trust..I mean I cant trust them in playing a fair game and shit, like I remember back in the days when we always use to play nintendo 64?? Well they decided to teach me to play and I got pretty good, and even started to beat them at their own game. Let me tell you a secret about my brothers! They are the BIGGEST bunch of sore losers you'll ever meet. The fights we'd have over the game man. FARRRRR!!!! HAHAHA. Even though I was a girl it didnt matter, only thing was it mattered to my parents, so I used that as an advantage =) You know, chuck the sooky styles ;)
And now we've grown up. My little brothers are having girlfriends left right and centre. and people think I have boyfriends left right and centre too, but I dont LMAO! Yeah Im that ugly =P
Nah I think Im just abit stubborn, I dont know why, but sometimes when guys show interest in me? I start to ignore them! Like I mean FULLY ignore! I dont know why really, like I dont get anything out of it! LOLOL I just do! Oh and guys seem to be drop nuts these days, they dont talk to you....dont fuckin expect me to walk up to you koz you can dream all you like about that happening!
POO I miss my mum, I mean my actuall mum from Claymore. Anyway I think Ima stop blogging koz yeah I should REALLY stop LOLOL
That is all
Anyway, farrr Ive never EVER spoken soooo much to my dad before. But he made me see a difference between Samoans and Tongans which I was completely blinded to, but he oppened my eyes to it. LMAO. Tongan guys are more smooth, shall you say with tha ladies, whereas Samoans are abit like, tough and BLAH BLAH...If you get what I mean. And being a girl thats dated both NASHOS I could full see the difference, AFTER he mentioned it though =.=. Its sooo truuuueeee. Though I wont go into detail. I must say my dad was pretty up front in our little talk LMAO I wouldnt be suprised if he even added something that was TOTALLY untrue but just a little something to scare me. His like that. He has me really thinking now. My dad is the type that gets into your head. I love it though, because he does it for my own good. =) And PLUS I need that sort of talking to, koz its in my genes to get pregnant/sleep around at a young age. LMAO and Im not closed minded about it because it true. It runs in my family. Even the boys seem to like to get girls pregnant at a young age...I mean the guys in my famz! BRO am I thankfull for what to my dad though he aint my bilogical dad and he can be an ass hole at times...and TRUST ME he can be! But yeah anyway.
whats so funny is my dad and I were talking about my mum, you know, both complaining about shit she does blah blah, and now that Im in the room, he is now complaining about my mum with my DRUNK ASS brother! My dads made me aware of things that most girls arent aware of. I always have been aware, and TRUST ME. Right down to my BESTES BESTEST of guy friends? There is not one mother fucker that I trust. I mean you cant really =) But I mean, I dont know why, but I dont mind, and I try to understand, though its a bit impossible. LMAO!
Anyway, Ive sort of enjoyed my mums absence. Its real quiet, no noise, no fighting. But then theres no money no getting what I want blah blah! LOLOL I mean I could always turn to my sister and she always tells me to, but, shes got her own family to worry about. I cant just ADD myself in.
Im gonna be real tired tomorrow for school. But I sorta actually wanna just sit up in my room and just type down my thoughts. I dont know how many people read this thing, but I dont really care, I just LOVE putting my thoughts somewhere. SPEACIALLY when Im mad.
One thing that makes me REAL sad man like REAL sad. Is like in tongan...ummm what do you call it...customs!!! well it doesnt really apply as much anymore these days, but, brothers and sisters could never talk.It even went as far as boys sleep in like a granny flat outside while the girls slept inside. All to avoid incest. Now, just picturing myself having to distance myself from my brothers would just...I dont know, I think I would cry. Like, not being able to talk to them and shit, I would be devistated! LITERALLY. My younger brothers LITERALLY make my world! Cant imagine just walking past them without saying something to insult them!!!! Espeacially my younger brother Benny. These boys PLUS my dad, are the only guys in my life that I fully trust..I mean I cant trust them in playing a fair game and shit, like I remember back in the days when we always use to play nintendo 64?? Well they decided to teach me to play and I got pretty good, and even started to beat them at their own game. Let me tell you a secret about my brothers! They are the BIGGEST bunch of sore losers you'll ever meet. The fights we'd have over the game man. FARRRRR!!!! HAHAHA. Even though I was a girl it didnt matter, only thing was it mattered to my parents, so I used that as an advantage =) You know, chuck the sooky styles ;)
And now we've grown up. My little brothers are having girlfriends left right and centre. and people think I have boyfriends left right and centre too, but I dont LMAO! Yeah Im that ugly =P
Nah I think Im just abit stubborn, I dont know why, but sometimes when guys show interest in me? I start to ignore them! Like I mean FULLY ignore! I dont know why really, like I dont get anything out of it! LOLOL I just do! Oh and guys seem to be drop nuts these days, they dont talk to you....dont fuckin expect me to walk up to you koz you can dream all you like about that happening!
POO I miss my mum, I mean my actuall mum from Claymore. Anyway I think Ima stop blogging koz yeah I should REALLY stop LOLOL
That is all
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