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POO...I hate this feeling....*rolls eyes* FUCK MAN! I dont like it....how do you get rid of it? when you dont want to? Dont really wanna fall in....but I might just let myself go...Like what can I lose right?? Whats the worst that can happen? Broken heart? Not like its nevr happened before. I guess theres more to come. I just dont want to be TS'd to you know? Giving me that feeling of "wishfull thinking"...its cruel dont you think? Unless your being genuine. I think you are, but I know your perceptions of things change quite quickly.

I dont know, I dont have second thoughts now, but it dont mean I wont get them. I just have to say...this is the last time...last chance....last anything! Either you win or lose right?? <<
I wonder ALOT!!! I wonder and wonder and wonder...like why now??? I guess I will never know...Anyway Im down for the ride...Guess just sit back and enjoy...might be a bumpy road aye....Im not good at holding on, hence why I always break it off with guys! I'll try this time! TRY!

Anyway Ima fricken go to Big mammas tomorrow Im hanging really badly for a smoke aye!!!

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