Another bump on the road

Well, I had a heated argument with my dad. I went for gold on my dad. I dont know. No one will leave me alone with what I wanna do next year. Like dont you all fuckin understand that I REALLY DONT FUCKIN KNOW WHAT I WANNA FUCKIN DO??? But since I have to make the choice now...I WILL..and I dont need yous to quide me. ESPEACIALLY THE MOTHER FUCKERS WHO DIDNT EVEN COMPLETE YEAR 12! Just shut the fuck up and continue on with your fucked up lives. (I dont really think your lives are fucked up). Everyones just like why do you always change your mind...Maybe koz I DONT FUCKIN KNOW WHAT I WANNA DO =(.

I know yous care and shit but yous arent helping AT ALL.

And my heated discussion with my dad? Was to do with dance. Like I FUCKING HATE closed minded people! His a PERFECT fucking example! I dont know. I dont give a shit. and I made it quite CLEAR to my dad that I will do as I please. Choose courses that I fucking wanna do. REGUARDLESS..of what ANYONE INCLUDING HIM! think. Its not there fucking lives. Just koz they fucked up theres doesnt mean they can pressure me into shit. I dont give a shit if they're not trying to pressure me, BECAUSE i feel pressured. They're not the ones at school. I dont fucking understand. I DONT Im so fuckin pissed. Why cant everyone just mind their own FUCKED UP business. SERIOUSLY! My mum gets people to talk to me. I DONT WANNA BE SPOKEN TO BY OTHER PEOPLE. IF I DONT LISTEN TO YOU? WHAT THE FUCK MAKES YOU THINK ILL LISTEN TO THEM???...Seriously I look at things this way. If my parents want me to do something and I refuse to?? Im not gonna let someone else talk me into it. Just doesnt work like that! If my parents cant talk me into it..THEN NEITHER CAN YOU!

I dont know, but Im feeding off the anger that everyones causing me. So I guess I can use theitr negative vibes to my advantage! But...I refuse to be manipulated!!! FUCKING REFUSE TO!

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TAKE TWO

I'm abit calm now. ==' ahhh....I need something, to take my mind off things! Or maybe not...maybe I should keep it all locked up inside?? Doesnt sound too healthy! Yeah....all I can think of about blogging. I just really wish, I dont know. I wish I could escape. Escape from everyone. I wanna get out. Get away from family. Just...I dont know....fly away...HAHAHA

dah dah dah dah....wonder how I went in music...=S

Im actually really tired. I wanna ring someone. But I hate ringing and Mother or whoever picks up. Therefore I never ring. Did it once...might do it again..but maybe another time!!!

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