WHY?

Well I should be cleaning my room! ButI swear I will! I will seriously clean up my room but there is something on my mind =)

See when girls go out with guys, why do guys always cheat? Its a ALWAYS! well its SO common! I mean can someone please tell me why guys LOVE their girls but LOVE to cheat on them as well! Or thay can help it OR SOME BULL CRAP like that? Like seriously I dont get it! I dont know but I'm going to speak for myself ladies! BUT! I dont get it really. I dont understand the minds of MEN! I dont UNDERSTAND!! Like seriously I know yous arent all the same! But yous have one thing in common. Yous cant stay faithful! PLEASE SOME MOTHER FUCKER OUT THERE PROVE ME WRONG IF YOU DONT RECKON IM RIGHT! I mean! This is what I know.

Apparently its hard for guys not to look at other girls...well for me? THATS FINE! Koz I cant help but look at other guys either =P LOL But apparently its hard not to touch want they like....if you get what I mean, like if they're physically attracted, its hard not to wanna really tap it! LMAO! But I dont know for me? When Im going out with a guy it stops me from wanting any other guy! Like OKAY I will totally go looking at other guys! REGUARDLESS Like when with my girls and stuff, But I would seriously not touch!! But for guys, its like, they cant help it! And I hate how SOME girls can be so fricken SLUTTY! I mean I cant really talk! Fuck Im not a slut.

But what I mean is that. When a guy is taken, girls will still hit on your man. Its Like FUCK OFF!!! But yeah anyway! In my case? I wont hit on a guy if they're taken, but if the guy starts hitting on me? and I feel the same way? I wouldnt give a shit about his girl! I know its mean. And that I wouldnt like it, but I cant help it. I seriously just DONT GIVE A FLYING FUCK!!

Hypocritical?
YES!

Caring?
NO!

Well with ALL my experiences with guys they've all been a MAJOR PISS OFF!! They all just really piss me off! But then I cant get enough of them? Like how does that work?
I HAVE NO CLUE!
LMAO!
life goes on NIGGA! you move on...this is my place to shake it off ;)

Guys always say there is always that ONE girl that changes you! I'd like to see that! Well actually I have! I sit nd wonder how the fuck our parents meet and fall inlove BLAH BLAH! Like how the hell it works! I wish I knew! Experiencing new experiences is FUN. But when the whole womens intuition kicks in and tells you somethings wrong! Its kills it! You dont wanna believe it so the girl stays in denial for...how ever long it takes her to realise how dumb she is! I dont know! I havent had enough heart break though. Still got more to go...BRING IT ON! Koz Im ready for it ;) I guess it makes you a better person in a way! If you dont wollow in it I mean!....Wollowing, guys tend to do that alot! not for a long time, I mean as much as girls do but I noticed it off my bros! Or maybe thats just my bro!

But anyway! Some girls are like that too. Cant stay faithful. Break their ugly boyfriends hearts! POOR THINGS!! yeah koz I pitty guys *rolls eyes* I'm sorry, ex boyfriends just make me feel numb to feeling pity for ANY guy! Its good though! I need to toughen up! Koz I'm pretty much sick of being the "nice" girl that I am! Well Im not PERFECT LMAO!! but nice? YES! I'm lost! Fucking girls and their emotions! SERIOUSLY!! Im speaking for myself by the way! LOLOL Im soo tired. I tend to talk alot of shit on this thing! LMAO!! TOO MUCH!

OHHH WELL, thats what I use my blog for! To speak my mind and get it out! TALK SHIT AGAIN! ;)

Anyway! Lets talk about hooking up...I dont get how guys can stick their dicks in any random hole! Like seriously! And girls? ARGGHHHH Im being sexist but..for girls, to me? I wont go there none of my business! LMAO!! I dont give a shit koz yeah Im not LES! Im just talkig about guys that cheat! YOUS ANNOY ME! Dont see how use do it! And the married FUCKWITS too... WTF? Why the fuck would you get down on your knees to your current wife in the first place if your gonna let some other bith get down on her knees and suck your UGLY as....thingy majiggy! LOLOL!

SERIOUSLY! I dont understand! I dont care about the ladies Koz Im just gonna let all the fellas worry about that! LMAO! MOST girls are faithful, as I know! Wait maybe not! LMAO! HAHAHAHA!!! Soryy guys, you might just have as much problems as I do! HAHAHA!! yeah Im abit tired and sphycho! Mainly just tired! SHIT! Gonna clean up my room in the morning I SWEAR!! LMAO!! Not tonight I am seriously just too tired and feel like blogging about absolutely nothing! You know for some odd reason I miss Channy! She hasnt been online that much! Maybe I should jump on and check LOL!

I miss my family. Seriously you guys dont know how much yous take your siblings for granted! They're like a part of you! Like once parted there is always something missing! You can only find it in your siblings! I swear! Like my little brothers! They mean the WORLD to me! I would give up anything for them! Could never picture my life without them! Even though they live far away and I barely see them! Just the thought of them being where they are, and the fact that I know I can go to them and they can come to me. I'm fine with! I can live with it! Memories from when I was younger. It was only me and my three little brothers and my two little sisters. My sisters were babies back then! But me and my two younger brothers had the funniest relationship! My little bro Villy? His the more independant one! WHY? koz sort of like the middle child of when we were young! I was the spoilt lil brat and Benny was the weird kid! Me and Benny were tight! And Villy? Well when I think about it we werent as close! We were in a way! But not really! It was mainly me and Benny! I miss Benny SOOO MUCH!

Me and him are just the BESTEST of friends....BUT actually brother and sister which is a BONUS!!! We are growing up though. The child-hood days are over and the time to grow up and grow apart are drawing nearer with EVERY day! =( It makes me sad =( I have to live my teen years away from my close as brother INCLUDING my other brothers and sister who ALSO mean the WORLD to me! I mean it sucks, it really does!! It really stinks! I wish there was a way I could see them more =( But maybe its for my own good!! I mean if Im with them, they have great influence on me! Like I start being abit tom boy - ish! I noticed it LOL! I actually enjoy being a girl and enjoying the JOY of being FEMALE ;) LMAO! if that makes ANY sense at all!

But I feel as if its meant to be! Why should I fight it? Someone give me a reason to fight fate!...NO REASON? Okay.

I think I might actually be motivated to clean my room right now! I still havent had enough of blogging! Its like I dont know! I have so much that I keep in my mind. Lock it away because it pisses me off gets me upset or some crap!

I dont know if I make a move, or stalk the prey until the right moment to POUNCE ;) maybe it could be too late! But I mean I will never know right? If I dont try! I dont know! Im starting to learn not to hesitate. Hesitation can be good? But BAD all at the same time! How it works? Im still trying to figure out!

I dont know if its too late! But I shall give it a try!

I think Ive had enough!.....sorry if I bore you...NOT!! not my problem!! Shouldntve read in the first place =p AHHH SUCKKKKAAAHHHH!!! ;)

That is all

TAKE TWO!!

I have a plan! Im going to take my usb and put it away! And not touch it tomrrow! TOMORROW! is for school!

That is all!!