Stranger Danger!
It is 3:17am. I can't seem to go to sleep. I was woken up by my phone. Sometimes the reception in my room is really bad. People ring me but my phone won't ring? It'l just give me a message saying I have missed call LoL! Anyway that's what happen to me. I bet you it was that guy! from Saturday night. I hope it was juniour though. LMAO! I gotta message from juniour at like 10:30? But I didn't get it till I got the missed call. I hate it when messages lag.
My throat feels so, EWWYY like its just really uncomfortable, I hope my mum has money to get strepsils tomorrow! I mean today LoL!! What's worst? I have music today! Last night I was feeling sick enough to take a day off school. I haven't had a sick day this year! But I think I'm good enough to go to school.
Okay! There was something on my mind, but now I can't remember. I need to sleep or I'll be really tired tomorrow!
Last night I was really off. My motivation was all gone! But I think my motivation is back! My music is so motivating! LMAO!! I know its weird, but, at least I'm motivated
My quiting is going awesomely awesome. I haven't touched a smoke in over a week. I still have a long way to go in order to fully get it out of my system. They say it takes 18 months to fully get over your smoking habbits and cravings. My dad said that you know when cigarettes are out of your system. "You wake up one day, and when you smell the smell of cigarette you hate it" So yeah I haven't experienced that yet. Really I hate being sick! Atshma doesn't help. Smoking didn't either.
When I was in year 4 and my brother was in year 2? We wanted to try a smoke. So we had to wait for the chance to steal a smoke off my mum. My mum went toilet and she left her jacket on the couch. I went through her pockets. She had two left, I took one and told my brother the "good news" and we went upstairs into the room, shut the door open the window and turned on the fan and lit up the cigarette. I was literally bum puffing (not inhaling). LoL! We got busted because my other little brother who was in year 3, snitched on us. Me and my brother copped the cricket bat. LMAO! I guess my mum didn't want us to take up the habbit. Well it didn't help because Me, My little brother that I tried the smoe with AND my brother that snitched all smoke!! LoL!!...Well I don't anymore. If I can't reach 18 months, I at least want to finish practical HSC which isn't really far away, and then I'll let myself smoke if I want, or not. Depends I guess. I guess this is why I don't really want any of my family knowing that I don't smoke!
You know Tupac is the maddest. He may be gangster and blah blah but his lyrics....are AWESOME and true. Like for e.g "wonder why they call you bitch" I know the name may seem abit off, but the words are so true. He actually talks about the sad lives of skanks or prostitutes in a way. I'm trying to think of the lyrics...."Got your legs wide open while your sittin at the bar, talking to some nigga bout his car, I guess he said he had a Lexus, whats next? your heading to his car for some sex........tears a side, lord knows for years I tried......So many people on my block hate your guts, and you wonder why they stare and call you slut, it's like your mind don't understand, you don't have to kill your dream......keep your head up, legs closed, eyes open."(My favourite part of the lyrics).
Anyway I think I should try to go back to sleep.
That is all
My throat feels so, EWWYY like its just really uncomfortable, I hope my mum has money to get strepsils tomorrow! I mean today LoL!! What's worst? I have music today! Last night I was feeling sick enough to take a day off school. I haven't had a sick day this year! But I think I'm good enough to go to school.
Okay! There was something on my mind, but now I can't remember. I need to sleep or I'll be really tired tomorrow!
Last night I was really off. My motivation was all gone! But I think my motivation is back! My music is so motivating! LMAO!! I know its weird, but, at least I'm motivated
My quiting is going awesomely awesome. I haven't touched a smoke in over a week. I still have a long way to go in order to fully get it out of my system. They say it takes 18 months to fully get over your smoking habbits and cravings. My dad said that you know when cigarettes are out of your system. "You wake up one day, and when you smell the smell of cigarette you hate it" So yeah I haven't experienced that yet. Really I hate being sick! Atshma doesn't help. Smoking didn't either.
When I was in year 4 and my brother was in year 2? We wanted to try a smoke. So we had to wait for the chance to steal a smoke off my mum. My mum went toilet and she left her jacket on the couch. I went through her pockets. She had two left, I took one and told my brother the "good news" and we went upstairs into the room, shut the door open the window and turned on the fan and lit up the cigarette. I was literally bum puffing (not inhaling). LoL! We got busted because my other little brother who was in year 3, snitched on us. Me and my brother copped the cricket bat. LMAO! I guess my mum didn't want us to take up the habbit. Well it didn't help because Me, My little brother that I tried the smoe with AND my brother that snitched all smoke!! LoL!!...Well I don't anymore. If I can't reach 18 months, I at least want to finish practical HSC which isn't really far away, and then I'll let myself smoke if I want, or not. Depends I guess. I guess this is why I don't really want any of my family knowing that I don't smoke!
You know Tupac is the maddest. He may be gangster and blah blah but his lyrics....are AWESOME and true. Like for e.g "wonder why they call you bitch" I know the name may seem abit off, but the words are so true. He actually talks about the sad lives of skanks or prostitutes in a way. I'm trying to think of the lyrics...."Got your legs wide open while your sittin at the bar, talking to some nigga bout his car, I guess he said he had a Lexus, whats next? your heading to his car for some sex........tears a side, lord knows for years I tried......So many people on my block hate your guts, and you wonder why they stare and call you slut, it's like your mind don't understand, you don't have to kill your dream......keep your head up, legs closed, eyes open."(My favourite part of the lyrics).
Anyway I think I should try to go back to sleep.
That is all
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