Choices, Decisions...FAR OUT!
I noticed that through EVERY single step of the day, you making decisions. You decide whether to watch TV or to have a drink. You choose whether or not your going to stay home or go somewhere. List goes on. I dont know, the day before yesterday I wanted to end something that meant alot to me. Something that has been kind of rough for me. But I realised, the only way the thing could die is if I let it die. Its just like a humna being, a sick one (I am well aware that you might not know what I'm on about) and its up to you whether the human gets better or not, I know Im not making sense much, but just bare with me. You could easily let a human die, take a baby for instance. It comes out all healthy and then gets sick. You could either leave it and let it die? Or feed it get it checked. Much better chance of the baby surviving. You could try guess what Im really talking about. Im not gonna literally say it. But its right infront of you BIG EYE BALLS.
I gotta start studying man. But where do I start? I gotta start somewhere.
Oh and my mum fully has taken over my laptop aye. Because she has these little UGLY DVD's that she wants to watch. I dont know but I had to tell her that she could watch her DVD tomorrow, koz I got shit to do, You know like facebook and shit =P NAH! I wanna apply for my uni courses.
I really wanna do B/Commerce/B/Business In C-town. The ATAR is lower there and PLUS it gives me an excuse to be close to the fams =)
Anyway OH and I plan on appologising to someone. She would be, lets just say, she is the one I've hated on the MOST out of all my 17 years of being alive. Funny enough she's family! I dont know, I really just dont want to hate on her anymore you know? And no matter what, somehow I know shes gonna be a part of my life. Truth is, I hate her? But she's family aye. Gotta love my blood still. So I was gonn take a big step and call her? BUT I think that steps just abit TOO big for me. SOO I just added her on bebo. As soon as she accepts, I'll mail her!
That is all
I gotta start studying man. But where do I start? I gotta start somewhere.
Oh and my mum fully has taken over my laptop aye. Because she has these little UGLY DVD's that she wants to watch. I dont know but I had to tell her that she could watch her DVD tomorrow, koz I got shit to do, You know like facebook and shit =P NAH! I wanna apply for my uni courses.
I really wanna do B/Commerce/B/Business In C-town. The ATAR is lower there and PLUS it gives me an excuse to be close to the fams =)
Anyway OH and I plan on appologising to someone. She would be, lets just say, she is the one I've hated on the MOST out of all my 17 years of being alive. Funny enough she's family! I dont know, I really just dont want to hate on her anymore you know? And no matter what, somehow I know shes gonna be a part of my life. Truth is, I hate her? But she's family aye. Gotta love my blood still. So I was gonn take a big step and call her? BUT I think that steps just abit TOO big for me. SOO I just added her on bebo. As soon as she accepts, I'll mail her!
That is all
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