Vitawheet

Well, I have to get this out of my system

But I really dont know how everythins gonna turn out! I dont know, I feel like we're jus going around in circles, it almost feels the same! I dont know maybe Im just tripping! But THAT JUST IT! Im ALWAYS tripping! Because you change the direction your going ALL THE TIME! I cant keep up, you pretty much just leave me behind and move forward with out me, the you come back thinking its PERFECTLY fine to continue where we left off. I dont gt an appology of any sort!Just a "Forget about it its over" Like easy for you to say, But I was the one who was left behind, left for someone else. I dont like being second to other bitches and that is how I see it. Other girls come before me, and no its not cool. But why do I accept you back?? I dont know. I seriously think I just love you! I wuld NEVER tell you this aye. Who knows how youd react. Either "Im sorry" OR something like Some fucked up excuse. I dont know I really dont!

I try, I really do. But I dont know how to make it work, or if Im just working on my own! I cant be your friend BOTTOM LINE! Its either more?? Or we dont talk! Back to the way it was before we EVER started talking! I dont know why you talk so much shit either. Did your mum even hate me?? Koz YU SAID IT! I dont know man. There are just things to you that out me off, but its YOU..and its YOU who I love. WOW.

I think if I had a choice to turn back, I probably would never have added you on bebo that day that i did!!!...(I dont really mean that!) My intuition tells me all sorts of stuff, It tells me you love me, but then I dont know I have a feeling another girls just gonna pop up and OFF and AWAY you are, then you come back! Then FUCK OFF again =) I dont know if thats how its worked from your side of the fence, but thats what its been like on my side of the fence! =='

I think I should just NOT trip and do something...like study for business studies!

Sorry if yous get abit bored aye, But I needed to shake this shit off aye! Anyway

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