Move BITCH, get out the way!
DONT HAVE TO READ THIS! JUST SKIP! =)
Well, I havent finished my speech! I'm not even half way! No where near half way! I've sort of given up! It shits me, life being a bitch to me at the moment! I dont know how to pull myself back up! I'm stuck! Emotionaly, mentaly and physically! I'm not a happy kid at the moment! I am one angry mother fucker who has major issues! I may appear nice, and talk to you as if nothings wrong! BUT THERE IS SERIOUSLY SOME FUCKED UP PEOPLE AND SHIT IN MY LIFE!
Seriously Im an angry kid, I have so much anger in me its scary! I'm afraid to let it show! If I think about it Ill do soething stupid! I dont know like leave home! Dissapear! AGES AGO! I made a promise to myself, if I ever plan to leave home! They wont be able to find me! Know why? Koz I got hook ups they dont know about! They wont leave me alone! I'm sick of this family bullshit! I'm sick of it man! I'm sick of being part of two families! I wanna go...I dont wanna be here! But I love this family! I'm so lost! They dont understand the affect it has on me when they bitc about my biological family IKE HELLO FUCKING STUPD FUCK HEADS!!! I AM ONE OF THEM! FUCK! man the word FUCK doesnt even cut it for me. This amount of anger and pain Im going through! Battle Ive been fighting since I was FUCKING BORN!
THE FUCK WORD DOESNT CUT IT FOR ME!
Suprised Im not emo. I guess I was blessed with brains! No offence to emos! Anyway lets talk about emos shall we.
I dont know why any white person with pitch black hair and dresses up like a punk is considered an emo! Like wtf? Just koz people dress like that dont mean they cut themselves aye! MAN! Some bitch that dresses normalyy could be fucking emo!
Just tryna take my anger on something else! Over all, Im an actually happy person! WHY? Because I choose to forget about family bullshit! I dont pay attention when family issues occur! Frankly I dont give a shit! Though its family. I have enough shit on my plate to add on someone elses shit! If family come to me seeking for help or a shoulder to cry on, then I'll be there. Other wise? NOT FUCKIN INTERSTED! I dont give a shit literally!
Everyone has problems! and mine are ENOUGH! BUT I have exceptions for those that ar close to me...e.g my girls, and my mates!
speacially family!
Selfish? YES NO..I dont know! I guess it depends on how you look at it! To me? I dont give a shit whether its selfish or not!
I dont have patience for this shit! My mum has to be carefull with me right now! She makes one wrong move? I'm OUT!
Fuck education pretty much is the onlyting keeping me sane! But I have no motivation! WHY Koz I have all these fucking problems! I wanna get rid of it! I wanna be free. I wanna get away from EVERY MOTHER FUCKER I KNOW! LOL I sound emo aye! LMAO!
I'm just sick! It gets locked up, all these feelings of depression! I lock it away! Hide it! My dad would call me an idiot if he ever read this! Well MAYBE I AM BITCH WHATS IT TO YOU!
I'm so fucking sick of it! Sick of the Faletau Family! Sick of pretty much being alive! I can just say this. LIFE IS HARDER THAN DEATH!...NO Im not gonna commit suicide! LMAO! Im not insane!
JUST PISSED! But after this? Im gonna go for a smoke! and feel better and come back as if nothing happened! I shall be normal LMFAO!! after this! This is how it is for me! Life goes on! Just like my favourite saying which sometimes I dont stick to
"MOVE THE FUCK ON"
This has got to be the BEST FUCKED UP HOLIDAY FOR ME! The thought of studying and school has never left my mind! But have I actually done anything? NO!
Ive sat around on the net or gone out! I do abit and thats it! PRECRASTINATE or however you spell it...broo I dont even know how to say it! ANYWAY!
:) The smiles I will keep on THE SHIT I GO THROUGH shall posted up on here for you to read!
If you dont like? NOT MY PROBLEM Koz I can type WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT ON HERE AYE!
LIKE FUCK YOU!
OR SUCK MY .....I dont have a dick! and pussy sounds EEWWWYYYY!!!
PEOW!!
Oh and one major factor that keeps me here? The fact that one is sick! Doesnt have long! But I reckon he'll be here for a while! =) THANKFULLY!
Shall go for that smoke and forcefully make myself practice the dance or do my speech! Yeah I know Im suppose to quit! But you know what? I TRIED! My friends and my dad will be dissapointed! Not that plan on telling my dad! GEES I just cant hold back anymore! I dont want to anymore either! I REFUSE TO!
That is all
Well, I havent finished my speech! I'm not even half way! No where near half way! I've sort of given up! It shits me, life being a bitch to me at the moment! I dont know how to pull myself back up! I'm stuck! Emotionaly, mentaly and physically! I'm not a happy kid at the moment! I am one angry mother fucker who has major issues! I may appear nice, and talk to you as if nothings wrong! BUT THERE IS SERIOUSLY SOME FUCKED UP PEOPLE AND SHIT IN MY LIFE!
Seriously Im an angry kid, I have so much anger in me its scary! I'm afraid to let it show! If I think about it Ill do soething stupid! I dont know like leave home! Dissapear! AGES AGO! I made a promise to myself, if I ever plan to leave home! They wont be able to find me! Know why? Koz I got hook ups they dont know about! They wont leave me alone! I'm sick of this family bullshit! I'm sick of it man! I'm sick of being part of two families! I wanna go...I dont wanna be here! But I love this family! I'm so lost! They dont understand the affect it has on me when they bitc about my biological family IKE HELLO FUCKING STUPD FUCK HEADS!!! I AM ONE OF THEM! FUCK! man the word FUCK doesnt even cut it for me. This amount of anger and pain Im going through! Battle Ive been fighting since I was FUCKING BORN!
THE FUCK WORD DOESNT CUT IT FOR ME!
Suprised Im not emo. I guess I was blessed with brains! No offence to emos! Anyway lets talk about emos shall we.
I dont know why any white person with pitch black hair and dresses up like a punk is considered an emo! Like wtf? Just koz people dress like that dont mean they cut themselves aye! MAN! Some bitch that dresses normalyy could be fucking emo!
Just tryna take my anger on something else! Over all, Im an actually happy person! WHY? Because I choose to forget about family bullshit! I dont pay attention when family issues occur! Frankly I dont give a shit! Though its family. I have enough shit on my plate to add on someone elses shit! If family come to me seeking for help or a shoulder to cry on, then I'll be there. Other wise? NOT FUCKIN INTERSTED! I dont give a shit literally!
Everyone has problems! and mine are ENOUGH! BUT I have exceptions for those that ar close to me...e.g my girls, and my mates!
speacially family!
Selfish? YES NO..I dont know! I guess it depends on how you look at it! To me? I dont give a shit whether its selfish or not!
I dont have patience for this shit! My mum has to be carefull with me right now! She makes one wrong move? I'm OUT!
Fuck education pretty much is the onlyting keeping me sane! But I have no motivation! WHY Koz I have all these fucking problems! I wanna get rid of it! I wanna be free. I wanna get away from EVERY MOTHER FUCKER I KNOW! LOL I sound emo aye! LMAO!
I'm just sick! It gets locked up, all these feelings of depression! I lock it away! Hide it! My dad would call me an idiot if he ever read this! Well MAYBE I AM BITCH WHATS IT TO YOU!
I'm so fucking sick of it! Sick of the Faletau Family! Sick of pretty much being alive! I can just say this. LIFE IS HARDER THAN DEATH!...NO Im not gonna commit suicide! LMAO! Im not insane!
JUST PISSED! But after this? Im gonna go for a smoke! and feel better and come back as if nothing happened! I shall be normal LMFAO!! after this! This is how it is for me! Life goes on! Just like my favourite saying which sometimes I dont stick to
"MOVE THE FUCK ON"
This has got to be the BEST FUCKED UP HOLIDAY FOR ME! The thought of studying and school has never left my mind! But have I actually done anything? NO!
Ive sat around on the net or gone out! I do abit and thats it! PRECRASTINATE or however you spell it...broo I dont even know how to say it! ANYWAY!
:) The smiles I will keep on THE SHIT I GO THROUGH shall posted up on here for you to read!
If you dont like? NOT MY PROBLEM Koz I can type WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT ON HERE AYE!
LIKE FUCK YOU!
OR SUCK MY .....I dont have a dick! and pussy sounds EEWWWYYYY!!!
PEOW!!
Oh and one major factor that keeps me here? The fact that one is sick! Doesnt have long! But I reckon he'll be here for a while! =) THANKFULLY!
Shall go for that smoke and forcefully make myself practice the dance or do my speech! Yeah I know Im suppose to quit! But you know what? I TRIED! My friends and my dad will be dissapointed! Not that plan on telling my dad! GEES I just cant hold back anymore! I dont want to anymore either! I REFUSE TO!
That is all
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