STRESS,PISSY & HAPPY (bitch fit)

Like seriously right now? I'm really happy because I have FINALLY completed my core composition. I have been working on this ever since the start of year 12, which was last year! It is finally COMPLETE!! WOOOHHHOOOO

Anyway! My dad pissed me off tonight! He really did. So I was pretty much rude back to my dad. I'm sick of him being an asshole! So i just be BITCH right back! Yeah difficult kid much? But I go to my dad "YAY I'm going musical on Friday, I think mum will be coming as well." He goes to me " You always seem to focusing on music more then any other subject." I was like "Actually I don't spend that much time on music."(trying not to get angry). His response "Yeah...all you do is music blah blah I know how much time you spend on music." LIKE CORRECTION DO YOU FUCKING WATCH ME WHEN I STUDY? ARE YOU THERE WITH ME AT SCHOOL? My actual response lol "Actually I spend no time on music! Only class time. I should be doing more music because my assessment is at the end of the term" His response: " YOU NEVER SAY ANYTHING ABOUT STAYING BACK AT SCHOOL FOR ENGLISH OR THAT YOUR DOING ANYTHING FOR BUSINESS" I was outraged at this statement! I responded in the same tone of voice "ACTUALLY I StAY BACK AT SCHOOL FOR DANCE AND I'M GOING TO START STAYING BACK ON MONDAYS FOR DANCE AND ENGLISH AND I'M GOING TO THAT BUSINESS STUDIES SEMINAR ON THE HOLIDAYS, SO DONT BE SO CLOSED MINDED JUST BECAUSE YOUR NOT INTERESTED IN MUSIC" I was surprised he didn't just get up and hit me...instead?? He mumbled to himself like a little kid! ARRGGGHHHHH he gets me so angry sometimes! I gave both him and my mum silent treatment! My mum actually didn't do anything but I couldn't help but take it out on her too. GOSH! I have issues! I don't care he pissed me off, and I just really needed to blog my hissy fit!

I hate closed minded people! People that only agree to what they think. If this isnt done the way they do it, then its WRONG! Like seriously just go suck on a fat one and SHUT YOUR MOUTHS!! I truly despise closed minded people! I also hate hypocrites. If you do something, don't tell someone else not to! Like seriously just FUCK OFF and mind your own business! People give me the shits when they look at other people but don't look at them selves! Like if its for a laugh? then fine? But if your hating on them and being judgmental when you don't know shit? It just SHITS ME!

I know I might not make sense right now because I'm just speaking out of anger! So YEAH! I never make sense!

Seriously my dad fucking pisses me off! He can be the BIGGEST ass hole! He thinks he knows. He reckon he knows EVERYTHING about me. You never know he probably even thinks I'm a undercover SLUT! FUCK YOU ASS HOLE!! ARRGGGHHHHH you don't understand how shitty I am. You may not understand, but there is alot more to this! But it's not like I'm gonna blog about it! ARGGHHHHHH...I swear thats the only thing I can say right now!

Seriously? FUCK YOU!

It's not enough! Serously I'm sick of being taken for granted! And even though his not as bad as he was before...the only reason for that is because I threatened to move back to Claymore. That's when he started to get nice! But when his an ass hole like even just a little it just BURNS ME!!! FUCKING BURNS ME LIKE FUCKING MOTHER FUCKER!!! FUUUCCCCKKKKKK!!!!
He doesn't understand what its like to be the kid thats not really your FUCKING kid! I miss my family! I really want to see them. I can;t go see them WHY? because they're FUCKED IN THE HEAD!! SERIOUSLY!!....no comment!

CHANGE THE SUBJECT! I feel abit better now! I shed a tear writing that! (= I feel a lot better =) It feels good when I cry, because I hold my tears back alot! I refuse to cry! But when I do? It feels like a relief! LOLOL!!....yeah ANYWAY!

Still no response! I'm glad there hasnt been a response, because its giving me more time to think! and prepare myself for anything! Anway! I really need to stop being a depressed kid and just stick it out! This is a great way of letting it out! Anyway!

That is all LOLOL