Depression (All about school; educational wise)

=( IHAVE FINALLY WOKEN UP...BIG SLAP IN THE FACE...ABOUT TIME...But Im partially too late...english has already passed and I FUCKIN FAILED...do you understand how fuckin DISSAPOINTING that is! LIKE WTF WAS I THINKING! FUCK ME DEAD...no one else to blame but myself! FUCKIN HELL you dont understand how BAD I did in that exam! Like I was SO LOST I couldnt even talk shit! Im so ANGRY at myself! ...Sev=rves me right I guess, for not waking up EARLIER...FUCKIN IDIOT! ARRRGGGHHHHH

I cant help but think about it right now, thats all thas on my mind. I decided to check my UAC guide just browsing You know?? And I realised, Im abit scared of policing, I REALLY have NO FUCKIN clue as to what Im gonna do next year...though Policing is still one of my options. Though I know I can really get far with Music, I dont wanna do it, I wanna do something else! I think I wanna become nurse now, like FAR OUT how many times am I gonna change my mind! I think I really want it though! Im not gonna discuss it with my parents Im just gna go do it! But I dont know koz like some of it requires maths or some shit like SUCK MY IMAGENARY FAT ONE, I dropped maths! Fucking, but Im pretty experienced, I mean for a kid! I havent doneEVERYTHING but Ive done alot! I could ace it with dialysis LOLOL But I really think I wanna be a nurse! Apparently theres a lot of competition...PFFFTTTT...I dont know...Ima go talk to whats her name tomorrow, koz I wanna see if I could still get in with out maths science and all those BULLSHIT subjects!x

Farrr At least its FINALLY hit me....But I wish school hit me up earlier aye!! FARRR!! MY FAULT! But I'll just blame it on....the BOOGIE!

Last night was creepy aye, I woke up from a nightmare and blah blah...gonna sound psycho if I continue the story! Anyway! My arm hurts from typing! LOLOL

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