Harmony, only exists in music!
Farrr my hormones are really fucking up my moods big time! So if I act like I got something up my ass? Its koz of my hormones OKAY =) Just smile and ignore =)
When my hormones play up, I get angry I try to hide it, but it doesnt work, and people notice it and ask if somethings up....that pisses me off even more! Dont stare at me like somethings wrong!!!! It ticks me off!! But I know yous just care LOLOL!! Its alright! Im really good at trying not to take it out on people! When Im with people, I wanna be alone, like seriously I just getall handicap! The smallest thing on my mind will PISS ME OFF! EXAMPLE! The fact that my dads being a tight ass, hence no lunch for me!!! Nothing in the fridge, nothing in the cupboard either, sooo pretty much just scab off my girls! GOSH! Fuckin hate it when my mums over seas! And I dont wanna say anything koz I know my dad will say something like "oh well you shouldve thought of that before" or some smart ass comment that my hormones will fire up over!!!
Yeah story of my life!
GOSH! I almost feel like crying! I feel so FUCKED!!! FARRR can i not just pour my heart out on here!! why do I feel like crying??? Koz Im a fuckin big sook! THATS ALL HAHAHA....LMAO!
Anyway! Im waiting for thwaites to post up the vids from today so I can watch them!
My dad and my brother piss me off, they;re he most unsopportive bunhc of fuckheads EVER!! sorry for swearing about my dad aye...BUT yeah Im not gonna hide it from my OWN blog!!!
Its how I feel, or maybe how my hormones feel! Why do hormones play with your mood! Like seriously! Im probably the most angus kid out!! well, right now...hahaha nah! Theres bound to be some litle pissy bitch thats wrst! HAHA
anyway! School??? Well I wouldve been late as if it wasnt for ummmm Nazli! LMAO! I missed the late bus
like how handicap can you get!
Anyway I miss my cousin! I wish she was here:( She was like another mother to me!! and I MISS HER OH SO MUCH!
MY dad asked me if I knew they had already been married?? and Of course I lied! I said I didnt know! I didnt wanna tell them I knew from the start :S I didnt wanna tell them!
But yeah..I dont know!
ARGGGGHHHHH LMAO!!
The truth is out...but I this time I twisted the story!
Im abit confused! studying are we?? I need to do that! Anyway! I should get cracking koz Ive had an unstable start to the term! Settling down is the hardest! I said I was gonna go for gold tonight! But I havent even started and its like 7:25!
I never wanna watch my major performance ever again! I think miss would chuck a pshycho if I watched it in class...koz I will laugh my head off!!!
Anyway! Better fuck off now and get it on with studying
That is all
TAKE TWO
Still havent done shit
Ive jumped back on here to complain! (The thing Im best at)
My brother pisses me off, he thinks he knows it all, WARNING Ima be the most negative bitch today and point out what I hate about my family members, starting with my brother, will probably end with my brother as well.
Lets see, he pisses me off like a mother fucker, he thinks he knows it all like seriously! He thinks his SO smart! Fuckin dumbass didnt even finish school! He burns me man! You dont understand the smallest thing he says pisses me off....WHY? Koz his the BIGGEST dumbasss....the BIGGEST hypocritical ass hole! But yeah I love my bro, but he can REALLY get n my nerves!!!
My dad?? Is almost the same! He thinks his different from my brother, but his not! He too also thinks he knows it all! Just beause his been on earth for over 70 years! BTW! His not really my dd NOT FUCKED EXPLAINING so dont bother asking OKAI!!
ANYWAY! He likes to make false assumptions and accusations! Like seriously this is how I feel about it....."SHOVE IT UP YOUR FUCKING ASS OKAY!"
and also! Lets see, my mum. Its funny how shes around I wish she would FUCK OFF and when shes not around I want her to come back! I dot like communicating with my mum WHY? fucked if I know! its just how it is! But I dont know! With my mum around I get what I want! Yeah sounds like I just wanna use my mum aye! Probly true! I dont know!
oh and I just found out that my dad got a warning from the doctor about his heart! his heart is almost FULLY gone....not fucked explaining ONCE AGAIN! So dont ask!!!
I'm pretty much youtubing the performances from showcase!
My Major dance performance was EPIC!!!!
Not in the mood!!!! ARRGGGGHHHH
=)
Smile....
Maybe I should eat! Im just not eating yet koz I dont wanna be spoken to by my dad! I wish my dad would go to his room! So I could have the whole lounge to myself! And also yeah...just so I could have the lounge to myself! I havent been bothered to clean my room! LOLOL!! it is now in no condition for studying!
Right now my heart is at rest =) with Vita, but my eyes and mind aren't! They explore too much! I try to stop! I really do! But I cant help myself! This dude has to be so DAMN interesting and drawing! Like something about him just captivates me...btw I dont know what captivate means!!! I just assume it means what I feel!
My dad, I feel sorry for! But his sooo...He makes me feel numb to feeling any form of concern! Well at least for now!!! Emotions, is something I tend to hide! ALOT! I mean when it comes to certain things!!! I have to admit I can be really missleading!!! But at the same time...I dont know wha Im on about! I just felt ike typing what was on my mind!
Its funny how you think of yourself as something, but your not? I dont know!! What would you call that?? Miss-conceptionIs that even a word??? LOLOL!! I dont know where I get these random words! LOLOL!
E.g Toodle loo!
LOLOL! nah i got that off nat! But I turned it into hello, and pretty much a meaningless word, just like abo!!!
anyway!
That is all
When my hormones play up, I get angry I try to hide it, but it doesnt work, and people notice it and ask if somethings up....that pisses me off even more! Dont stare at me like somethings wrong!!!! It ticks me off!! But I know yous just care LOLOL!! Its alright! Im really good at trying not to take it out on people! When Im with people, I wanna be alone, like seriously I just getall handicap! The smallest thing on my mind will PISS ME OFF! EXAMPLE! The fact that my dads being a tight ass, hence no lunch for me!!! Nothing in the fridge, nothing in the cupboard either, sooo pretty much just scab off my girls! GOSH! Fuckin hate it when my mums over seas! And I dont wanna say anything koz I know my dad will say something like "oh well you shouldve thought of that before" or some smart ass comment that my hormones will fire up over!!!
Yeah story of my life!
GOSH! I almost feel like crying! I feel so FUCKED!!! FARRR can i not just pour my heart out on here!! why do I feel like crying??? Koz Im a fuckin big sook! THATS ALL HAHAHA....LMAO!
Anyway! Im waiting for thwaites to post up the vids from today so I can watch them!
My dad and my brother piss me off, they;re he most unsopportive bunhc of fuckheads EVER!! sorry for swearing about my dad aye...BUT yeah Im not gonna hide it from my OWN blog!!!
Its how I feel, or maybe how my hormones feel! Why do hormones play with your mood! Like seriously! Im probably the most angus kid out!! well, right now...hahaha nah! Theres bound to be some litle pissy bitch thats wrst! HAHA
anyway! School??? Well I wouldve been late as if it wasnt for ummmm Nazli! LMAO! I missed the late bus
like how handicap can you get!
Anyway I miss my cousin! I wish she was here:( She was like another mother to me!! and I MISS HER OH SO MUCH!
MY dad asked me if I knew they had already been married?? and Of course I lied! I said I didnt know! I didnt wanna tell them I knew from the start :S I didnt wanna tell them!
But yeah..I dont know!
ARGGGGHHHHH LMAO!!
The truth is out...but I this time I twisted the story!
Im abit confused! studying are we?? I need to do that! Anyway! I should get cracking koz Ive had an unstable start to the term! Settling down is the hardest! I said I was gonna go for gold tonight! But I havent even started and its like 7:25!
I never wanna watch my major performance ever again! I think miss would chuck a pshycho if I watched it in class...koz I will laugh my head off!!!
Anyway! Better fuck off now and get it on with studying
That is all
TAKE TWO
Still havent done shit
Ive jumped back on here to complain! (The thing Im best at)
My brother pisses me off, he thinks he knows it all, WARNING Ima be the most negative bitch today and point out what I hate about my family members, starting with my brother, will probably end with my brother as well.
Lets see, he pisses me off like a mother fucker, he thinks he knows it all like seriously! He thinks his SO smart! Fuckin dumbass didnt even finish school! He burns me man! You dont understand the smallest thing he says pisses me off....WHY? Koz his the BIGGEST dumbasss....the BIGGEST hypocritical ass hole! But yeah I love my bro, but he can REALLY get n my nerves!!!
My dad?? Is almost the same! He thinks his different from my brother, but his not! He too also thinks he knows it all! Just beause his been on earth for over 70 years! BTW! His not really my dd NOT FUCKED EXPLAINING so dont bother asking OKAI!!
ANYWAY! He likes to make false assumptions and accusations! Like seriously this is how I feel about it....."SHOVE IT UP YOUR FUCKING ASS OKAY!"
and also! Lets see, my mum. Its funny how shes around I wish she would FUCK OFF and when shes not around I want her to come back! I dot like communicating with my mum WHY? fucked if I know! its just how it is! But I dont know! With my mum around I get what I want! Yeah sounds like I just wanna use my mum aye! Probly true! I dont know!
oh and I just found out that my dad got a warning from the doctor about his heart! his heart is almost FULLY gone....not fucked explaining ONCE AGAIN! So dont ask!!!
I'm pretty much youtubing the performances from showcase!
My Major dance performance was EPIC!!!!
Not in the mood!!!! ARRGGGGHHHH
=)
Smile....
Maybe I should eat! Im just not eating yet koz I dont wanna be spoken to by my dad! I wish my dad would go to his room! So I could have the whole lounge to myself! And also yeah...just so I could have the lounge to myself! I havent been bothered to clean my room! LOLOL!! it is now in no condition for studying!
Right now my heart is at rest =) with Vita, but my eyes and mind aren't! They explore too much! I try to stop! I really do! But I cant help myself! This dude has to be so DAMN interesting and drawing! Like something about him just captivates me...btw I dont know what captivate means!!! I just assume it means what I feel!
My dad, I feel sorry for! But his sooo...He makes me feel numb to feeling any form of concern! Well at least for now!!! Emotions, is something I tend to hide! ALOT! I mean when it comes to certain things!!! I have to admit I can be really missleading!!! But at the same time...I dont know wha Im on about! I just felt ike typing what was on my mind!
Its funny how you think of yourself as something, but your not? I dont know!! What would you call that?? Miss-conceptionIs that even a word??? LOLOL!! I dont know where I get these random words! LOLOL!
E.g Toodle loo!
LOLOL! nah i got that off nat! But I turned it into hello, and pretty much a meaningless word, just like abo!!!
anyway!
That is all
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