Secrets

We all hold in secrets that NOT even the closest of friends know!

But anyway! I'm not blogging about secrets!

I think I shall blog about my family situation! Because many people don't understand and get confused.

Anyway! I come from two families! My birth parents family?

My birth parents Seini (Mum) Pita(Dad) yeah well I'm their first born! BUT! My dads sister Maniate? (Whom I am named after) Had been trying for MANY MANY years with her new husband to have a baby, but she couldnt. So she asked my mum and dad if she could have me if I was a girl! She already had a son named Howard in his 20's But she desperately wanted a girl! Well she asked and I dont know the full story of how I was given away to my aunt/current mother. ANYWAY! The thing that confuses people is my biological family! The amount of siblings is quite alot! Anyway! Just so I dont get confused I'll name them!

1.Pita(m)
2.Samantha(f)
These are my Dads kids with his first wife, their mother is Aboriginal, never met them before either!

3.Kalesita(f)
4.Nancy(f)
5.Tatiana(f)
6.Hihifo(f)
These are my mums kids with her first lover dude or WHATEVER! I dont like him...please dont tell my sisters LOLOL Yeah No.5 & 6 I have never atually met! No.5 lives in America and No.6 lives in Tonga. Both given to family members just like me!

Now for my mum and Dad TOGETHER =)
7.Maniate(ME)
8.Penisimani(m)
9.Viliami(m)
10.Moui(m)
11.Mele(f)
12.Vunga(f)
13.Hulita(f)
14.Juniour(m)
15.Meleame(f)
16.Joham(m)

As you can see I'm the eldest! YET still not the eldest completely!

Anyway! My current parents or shall I say My aunty and uncle. They have had kids of their own as well My aunty(current mother) has ONE son! Howard!

Whereas my uncle? (current dad) Has like a whole heap of kids! 7 or something ALL married and their kids are older then me! YEAH!

Anyway! I was brought up with my biological brothers and sisters! espeacially my 3 younger brothers! We're tighter then your bumcheeks! BUT! Complications in SOME peoples minds have stopped me from seeing them. They only live in Campbelltown! But My current parents have a really bad fear of me leaving them! If they dont let me see my own family I fear for THEM that I will LEAVE!

Anyway! my opinion about this common pracitce with tongans, which is giving your child away to family members!
DONT DO IT!
Seriously! Its hell for the kid. TRUST ME. I've been one of them! STILL AM! But I'm over complaining about this family bullshit! It pisses me off and I'm sick of it! Lets just say! The kid will always feel out of place! In BOTH families!

I love both ses of families! =) Mean the world to me

Anyway! Shall blog later! DOnt know whats up with the italics though! I cant thingy it!

That is all