Saturday, December 12, 2009

I feel s0 disc0nected at the m0ment! Like um I d0nt really wanna talk l0l!

HAHA fire w0rks have been g0ing 0ff all night! I need t0 g0 t0 sleep f0r t0m0rr0w.

My t0e FEELS better, but c0mpletely d0es n0t L00K any better! The bruise seems t0 be getting w0rst and the swelling aint easing up either! This might just require me t0 g0 see the d0ct0 ab0ut it! Like far 0ut! I just h0pe its n0thing t00 seri0us that will make me miss 0ut 0n fl0rals 18th! K0z I cant have that.

I d0nt kn0w! Im g0ing t0 make Jesse faceb00k l0l! why? k0z Im a b0red kid...0r...I d0nt kn0w! I d0nt really want t0 anym0re! I feel blank! Im n0t depressed, just, em0ti0nless! My m00d swings are b0red. HMMM maybe Im due f0r my peri0ds s00n!...HMM that w0uld explain al0t!

I hate h0w girls menstrual cycles play 0n their em0ti0ns like really badly! Like espeacially mine! S0metimes Im like 0ver b0ardly happy during my m0nthlys, s0me times im n0rmal, m0st 0f the time Im an angry little steamed head that c0uld expl0de at rand0m! S0metimes Im even sad f0r n0 reas0n, like I get em0ti0nal 0ver N0THING! LMFA0 G0SH that is the 0nly thing that sucks ab0ut being a girl.

I diislike the fact that she didnt hesitate. I d0nt kn0w!

Anyway I watched paran0rmal activity! It was awes0me! Well when I think 0f it n0w it was actually a g00d m0vie! Th0ughh t0 me it wasnt that scary! Like yeah freaky. but yeah! The pe0ple that were in the theatre were like IDI0TS man! S0me parts 0f the m0vie I f0undb0ring like the beginning!

Im just abit, I wanna get wasted 0n friday, Im l00king f0rward t0 it! I am intenti0nally g0ing t0 get wasted and party that night because ummm YEAH I want t0! Its seri0usly the highlight 0f the year f0r me! Funny h0w my f0rmal wasnt the highlight 0f the year f0r me? W0nder if my mum will give me at least 50 bucks t0 give t0 fl0ral!anyway I s0rta wanna just, n0t g0 t0 sleep! Im n0t even tired! Hence c0ntinuing t0 write! I sh0uld really just g0 t0 sleep s00n!

T0m0rr0w is 0ur big day! What we've been practicing f0r! We g0t t0ld 0ff by ummm the setuata again! Seri0usly if I wasnt s0 scared 0f being rude I w0uld tell him straight that umm, it sh0uldnt matter h0w we m0ve! And th0ugh we c0me fr0m t0nga we were b0ught in a t0tally different s0ciety! Like ummm HELL0! 0f c0urse we're g0nna adapt t0 the new envir0nment espeacially since it AINT a new envir0nment because unm its actually 0ur natural habitat. H0w the hell I came ab0ut reffering t0 nature> I have n0 idea! Guess I sh0uld piss 0ff t0 bed!

Y0u kn0w whats scary? Is h0w if y0u kill y0urself y0u aut0matically g0 t0 hell, because its murder, th0ugh its y0ur 0wn wish! sm0king is killing y0urself! I w0nder if there is any way ar0und it! But it is just literally killing y0urself sl0wly! I think it is! All the pe0pke that die fr0m sm0king...I cant help but w0nder!

Anyway I sh0uld g0 t0 bed. Im n0t even g0nna put my alarm 0n! Im just g0nna wait f0r s0me0ne t0 wake me up t0m0rr0w! Im n0t eager t0m0rr0w! PLUS I kn0w my mum will wake me up!

That is all

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